Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

π.....save your tears

Idk this is kinda sad  lmao but this song is fireee and weekend is daddy.
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A little flashback
Y/n pov
I am really worried right now
So billie my beloved girlfriend for now 3 years said she is going to go to the store but the thing is she said that like 8 hours ago
It's 1am rn
I tried calling everyone including finneas
No one is picking up
I think I'll just go to sleep and maybe she will arrive Tomorrow.
Yeah

Next morning
I wake up I immediately look to my right
Nothing
No billie
The bed is very cold and empty without her
I look around our room and everything is gone
Her clothes
Her things, everything is gone.
There is just one hoodie of her and that's it.
What the fuck is happening
Is this her way of breaking up with me
Is she playing a prank on me right now
All thess thoughts Circling around my Brain
I immediately open my phone
Hoping to find billies contact instead I see
                      Bill baby💕 has blocked you
                       Finneas💕 has blocked you
                Mama Maggie has blocked you

What the fuck I thought
I haven't cheated on her
Hell no
Did she cheat?
Has she found someone else?
Does she not love me anymore?
She didn't even have the guts to break up with me
"FUCK" I screamed out loud before just sobbing
I look to my right and see billies hoodie at least she had the heart to left one
I put it on cuddling it
It smells just
Like
Her
I never wanna wash it off
This is all I have of her now.
Flashback over

5 months later
( you are at a party)
Billie pov-
It's finally time
Oh god I feel so bad rn
Its been 5 months since I left y/n
No not even left
Abandon
I have no explanation as to why
I just needed a break
I blocked her from all my families accounts and everything
Just totally dissapearing from her life
I wonder if she has moved on
I wouldn't be surprised tho
What I did was awful
I guess we will see
Yes I am about to see her rn
I am going to this party y/n's at
I wish I can get her back.

I enter the party
Oh I miss going to these stupid parties every weekend with y/n
I look over and
I saw her dancing in the crowded room
She looks beautiful
You look so happy when I am not with you
I just stare as she dances and laughs around her friends.
We make eye contact
You saw me it caught you by surprise
Her smile slowly turns into a shocked face
Her eye widens her jaw drops
As
A single teardrop falling from your eye
After a minute of us just staring at each other she excuses her self
And goes outside.
I follow her.
I see her sitting on the side walk bench
I sit next to her
"W-why are you back" She sniffles
Oh god I missed her voice so fucking much
"I-" I start before I was cutt off
"No actually don't answer that I have got a better one WHERE WERE YOU" She screams crying.
"Look I am really sorry that I left without saying anything at all, i-its just I needed a break. A break from the world and I couldn't hurt you and I knew if I would start acting like a douche itll hurt you. I needed to fix my self for you I needed to be perfect for you" I say as tears are falling out if my eyes
I watch as y/n shakes her head
"W-why did you have to l-leave, we could have solved it T-together BILLIE THAT FUCKING WERE THE WORST MONTHS OF MY LIFE. YOU COMPLETELY DISSAPEARED NO NOTE, NO NOTHING YOU FAMILY BLOCKED ME YOU BLOCKED ME ALL YOUR STUFF WAS GONE IMAGINE WHAT THE FUCK I WAS FEELING HAVING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE JUST DISSAPEAR ONE DAY WITH NO FUCKING EXPLAINATION!"
Y/n screams
Without saying anything I just hug her
Yeah it was mainly cuz I missed her hugs and her arms around me
I hug her tightly as we both cry in each other's arms
I don't know why I run away
I pull away
We both looking at each other crying
I wipe her tears the kept coming with my left hand as I hold her beautiful face with my right.
"Save your tears for another day" I whisper
She looks at me giving me a small smile
"Yes I wanna see that beautiful smile" I tease
She smiles
The most beautiful smile ever
I missed it so fucking much

After a while
We are just on that bench staring at the sky
Her head is on my shoulders
she still gives me butterflies.
"Y/n I am so sorry I know that I put you through hell"  I whisper
"I know you are sorry billie , I know you are. But you know what these months apart made me love you even more it made me crave you. It's been hard yea, crying every night and wondering if you loved me every second of the day hasn't been good but I still love you"She smiles looking up at me
I love her so much
I have put her through absolute hell
I made her cry evey night
I made her think I don't love her anymore
I will never not love her.
" I don't deserve you" I sniffle
As a tear drop falls from my eye
She quickly gets up
Wiping every single tear
"Don't say that it's okay billie you needed your space and that's completely human of you" She whispers wiping my tears
"God I love you so fucking much" I say kissing her
She kisses back
Oh my god
I missed these lips more then anything.
I fucking love this girl.
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Now litsen I don't know what this is either I just love this song and decided to make something lmao
ALSO PLEASE LITSEN TO THE SONG IT'S GOOD AND IT WILL MAKE A BETTER EXPERIENCE.
Hope you liked it tho!!!
Ahhh anyways
Have a great day/night drink some water aaaaaanddddd LOVE YOU💕💕💕