π..... love you forever

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Y/n pov-
So me and billie are fighting right now.
And it's really bad
So a little back story.
Tour got cancelled because of COVID, Billie got drunk, and now is mad at me for not "cleaning the house"
"Billie this isn't my fault, it's not like I forced a deadly virus to come around and stop ur tour" I say in defeat
she scoffs
"NO SHIT SHERLOCK! I KNOW YOU DIDN'T DO THIS BUT YOU COULD AT LEAST COOPERATE WITH ME FOR GOD SAKES Y/N I AM GOING THROUGH ABSOLUTE SHIT RIGHT NOW AND ALL I SAID TO YOU WAS PLEASE PLEASE WASH THE DISHES NOW LOOK AT THEM THEY ARE PILING UP, I SAID PLEASE CLEAN THE HOUSE YOU DIDN'T DO THAT EITHER, CANT YOU JUST FUCKING COOPERATE!!" billie says as she slams the wall really hard.
I flinch really bad since I have some bad history with anger.
My dad was a alcoholic and he used to hit me and my mom, but thankfully we got our of there quickly before it got really bad.
But still it gives me ptsd whenever someone is drunk or angry
And Billie knows that
"B-b-billie please calm down i-i P-promise I'll do it next time" I break down as I shiver in fear.
"NO Y/N THERE IS NOT NEXT TIME YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO ME" she screams as she gets closer to me
"GOD DAM WHY DOES NO ONE LISTEN TO ME" she screams really loudly and she slams her hand down at the table ahead of me.
I quickly back away as I hit the couch and curl up in a ball
I sob quietly
"P-p-please don't h-hurt me" I get out stuttering.

Billie pov-
"P-p-please don't h-hurt me" I hear a faint voice coming from y/n
That quickly gets me out of my trace and anger and makes me snap out of it
I look at my red and bruised hands and look back up at y/n curled up on the couch sobbing.
Fuck
Fuck
WHY the fuck can't I control my angry FUCK
now y/n is scared of me
"Oh my god i- I am so sorry i-" I quickly go up to y/n to comfort her
As soon as I go up to her she flinches
And puts her hand in front of her as a way of protection.
Fuck I should ahead remembered her dad and her past
Oh god
Fucking hell
"P-please i-i didn't mean to scare you i-i don't know what happened I just I am so fucking sorry y/n" I sob
Y/n looks up at me with bloodshot eyes as her eyes softens.
"I-i will never ever hurt you" I say in all honesty
Y/n looks at me as I see a faint smile
"P-promise" I hear her little voice say as she holds out her ting pinky
And that shatters my heart
I can't believe I let her think I'll ever hurt her
I just got to heated up when I heard tour was cancelled and I took it out on my poor baby.
I take my pinky and intertwine it with hers tightly
"I promise" I say smiling
I see the thing I have been missing so much
Her cute little smile
And that makes me smile even wider
She holds her arms out signalling me to hug her
Without letting any moment pass I engulf her in a big tight hug,
I hug her like she is about to disappear into thin air.
I was hugging her like my life depended on it
"I am so fucking sorry" I let out a big sob that I have been holding for so long.
She puts her finger under my chin and brings my head up to hers so now I am directly looking at her y/e/c eyes.
"Billie it is okay, I know you didn't mean to and I know that ur angry gets the best of you. You were just mad about tour cancelling which again I am so sorry for and its okay I forgive you. I know you'll never hurt me" she smiles and she gives me a light kiss
I pull away smiling
"You, y/f/n ( your full name) are a fucking angel, this world doesn't deserve you" I chuckle looking at her like she is my whole world
Because she is.
She chuckles and then hugs me tighter.
I love that angel
And I'll love her forever
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LMAO THIS WAS CUTE ASF IN THE END HAHAHA
ANYWAYS I MISS Y'ALL SO MUCHHHHH
EEEEEE FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK
LOVE Y'ALL SOOO MUCHHH
DRINK WATER
AND HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT❤❤❤😏😏😏😏

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