Meant to be

chapter 8

"Lucas"

i felt empty as i walked out of her home, i never did those kinda things before, was that why i felt weird? or am i falling for a girl i barely met, ow and my first kiss too ,but what is special about her, i have been with a lotta girls before just to forget how my ex was using me, but i never even wanted to see them or touch them but i kissed her and i even did a lot, but she is cheating on her boyfriend so she should stop, even if she isn't gonna be with me, but she should break up with him right now, i have been cheated on and i know how much it hurts, i ever wanna see other boy feeling the pain i felt, specially me being reason for his pain, i better call her i said and called her ...she picked up but then silence took the place, i wasn't able to say anything too, and she was waiting for me to say something, " um hello" we both said equally but then we both stayed quiet waiting for the other one to say something, but then i break the ice " look Creda i know i shouldn't actually be saying this but i think you should know, yeah you have a boyfriend and i had a girl too... well, the thing i was trying to tell you was that i broke up with my girl well she deserves to be cheated on but no i can't actually do that so i broke up with her, but you have a boyfriend but am sure we both have the same energy for each other, we like each other or we enjoyed the things we did, but we just liked it when it's us and not with someoneelse, so don't you think we better talk bout it?", i asked her and i felt my heart beating so fast cause i hate rejection, am still standing in front of her house i just walked a lil ,"i can see that you are still standing, and it's freezing outside, so come in and we will talk " she said and i was surprised i thought she was gonna insult me , then i went back and just opened the door and saw her standing, she still haven't put her sweatpants on so my eyes widened, but then she realized " o God am so sorry , i really am " she said and rushed to wear her sweatpants, but i went and hold her hands then pulled her by her waist, "we both know you really enjoyed it and you want me so bad"....

""Creda""

i want him yeah, but why, what about Jake, should i really think bout that now, i pushed him before minutes, if i did that again it won't be good, but i want him too , i actually wanna do everything with him now,..." i feel the same for you", "what?" he said, " yeah, i do have a boyfriend but the feeling i am feeling when you are near me is .." he cuts me off by kissing me then i kiss him back then took him to my room , then he pushed me to my bed, everything was happening so fast, just like those fictions on wattpad , then he removed his shirt and went on top of me kissing my lips, and then he took off my shirt too , "do you wanna do this?" he asked me, "sure, i do wanna do this"...."do what though?" he asked me is he for real why is he asking me uhh," come on , just fuck me already" i said but what ? what did i just say? , i really do want this and am really into it or else wouldn't had the nerves to say those things, but then he smirked and said " but we have nothing, how can we fuck while we ain't prepared for it", then i gave him a can you just do it kind of look then he unzipped his throuser and throw it then he kissed me and then he started kissing my neck, uhh it felt so good , then he slide his hands between my legs and it was crazy , he took of my pants and i took of his ,then he started going in , and it kind of hurts ," should i continue?" he asked, "y..e..a..hhhh but g..oo slo..ww " my voice is breaking then he slightly went it and out then he just fucked the shit out of me, i tried my best not to scream and god i was scratching his backs and am sure they might even bleed, then he finished and groaned , "fuck you are so tight" he said, "but have you finished?" he asked me .... even if i haven't i didn't wanted to say no so i stayed quiet he understood and he played with his fingers then uhh it was soo good, it was my first time being touched and it's just my first time for everything and it was just so great , then we both finished and then he stood to dress up, " am not gonna rush you Creda , but think bout Jake, break up with him when you are ready, but we will keep us a secret ", he winked at me but then he just left , no cuddles no romantic moments, he just left like that?