BIANCA'S POV
"Ate Bianca!!!sandali!!"
" Kumalma ka Bianca!!hintayin mo kami"
I heared Them shouting behind me but my mind is too clouded by that Freaking news that i refuse to believe
So here i am,Forcing myself to walk papunta Kay Aki
I need answer!!!kundi mababaliw na 'ko....well no...NABABALIW NA TALAGA AKO!!!
I did not hesitate to open the door without knocking...The hell i care
" Bianca--"
But already opened the door,at bumongad sakin Si Aki na nakasandal sa Headboard ng bed niya,Gising at naka tingin sa kabilang side ng higaan niya
Hindi pa man din ako nakakapagsalita she slowly turned her face at me
She's not shock or nervous or something,as if she expect me to come here
" Sit down...Bianca" for the first time i heard her voice,it's calm
She looked at Ashtine and Heart na nakatayo sa likod ko
" Guys??can you give us some time please?" She asked politely and calmy
I did not saw the reactions nor hear answer but the sounds of door clicking is enough to know na lumabas sila...And When Aki smiled and Nod while uttering a Thankyou
Pagkatapos non humarap na ulit siya sa'kin
I slowly sat down habang nakatitig pa rin ako sa kanya
She's not talking...
" P-please,Explain it to me...Everything,every freaking details,Kase kung hindi mababaliw na 'ko ng tuloyan!.." i said it fast but emphasized every word
Aki remained calm,And she slightly smile after my burst out
Then she inhaled deeply
" Well,uhhm...i i really don't know where to start you know" she slowly said,embarrassed while scratching her nape and can't look into my eyes
" B-but i guess i'll continue kung saan yong huling sinabi ng Mama ko" tuloy niya
At this point i have a lot of questions but i remained silent and preparing to hear for whatever she's gonna say
I badly need answer For God sake
" These past month and weeks,Lagi kang sinusugod dto sa hospital,right??? Sa tuwing dinadala ka sa ER,Nakikita kita kase sakto palagi na lalabas ako o nasa labas na ako ng kuwarto ko for my morning walk and medidation" Pa una niyang sabi,and i just listened
"At first i wasn't interested aside from thinking that,Why the hell on this earth was the reason bakit palaging sinusugod ang magandang babaeng to..You know?" She said with hand gestures
Then she looked at me and smiled
" Not until one time,I noticed that everytime nasa ER ka,Napansin kong hindi lang pala ako yong palihim na nagmamasid sayo"
Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko sa sinabi niyang yan
" H-ha??anong i-ibig mong sabihin?" I managed to ask
" I thought normal person lang siya na nabobored dto sa hospital....But i was wrong,Nong napansin kong palagi siyang nandito sa tuwing isusugod ka,that's the time i became interested on the both of you....I become fond of Watching her watching you...Binabantayan ka niya at hindi siya umaalis hanggat nasa loob ka pa ng gusaling ito" she sadly smiled
" N-na nakilala m-mo ba s-siya??" I was hoping it's her
She slowly nodded
" Y-yeah....one time nong nakita ko siya sa garden area ng hospital na to...i approach her even though i was so freaking nervous,she's kinda intimidating you know"
I slightly laugh at that,Naalala ko yong cute face niya sa tuwing nagpa pout siya,Her chubby cheeks,So far from to be intimidated
" Hmmm,Wala pa akong sinasabi kung sino pero bat parang may naiisip ka na?" She jokingly asked
" Well,Am i wrong though?" I asked
She shrugged her shoulder
" Fair point " she answered
" Anyway,so ayon..linapitan ko siya,Then naka titig lang siya sa mga bulaklak don...hindi nga niya ako napansing umupo sa tabi niya eh...hanggang nagsalita ako..at simula non lagi kaming nagkausap,Pero ikaw lang din naman bukambibig niya"
" She wasn't so energized,Sobrang bigat ng aura niya sa tuwing magkikita kami dto,Sa kanya ko nga nalalaman na isusugod ka na naman eh,kapag andito na siya ay alam ko nang andito ka na ulit...Pero kapag kinu kwento ka niya sakin,Para siyang nabubuhayan....she must really love you,Bianca" she genuinely said
" Yumi really loves you"
It's really her...
Pinunasan ko yong luhang tumutulo sa pisngi ko..
" Yeah,siya yon Bianca...Si Yumi"
" B-but i can't still understand why???About her beinf my donor??it was supposed to be you"
She nodded
" Akala ko rin ako eh,kase yon naman talaga napag usapan namin...I suggest it na ako na lang maging donor mo...nagulat nga siya kase hindi ako nag dalawang isip.."
" Bakit nga ba?" I asked
" Why not???you're a good person,i like you...you deserves it" she answered without hesitation
" Kaya akala ko ako talaga,But then nagising ako after the surgery,we supposed to be surgery...Then i knew,na tinuloy pa rin pala talaga niya yong plano niya...well it's not like i did not have surgery too though,look"
Tinaas niya yong damit niya and showed me her tummy
" I had kidney surgery too..." She bitterly smiled
" Sa kanya din ba galing yan?"
" That..i don't know...wala silang sinabi sa 'kin...pati sina mama hindi alam.."
At this point lang nag sisink in sakin lahat
" S-so y-you you mean to say...Y-yumi is gone??...s-she's g-gone forever??" I asked while crying
She holds my hand at lumapit to hug me
Hinahaplos niya yong likod ko as i continue to cry and sob
" It's gonna be okay"
No it's not....Paano pa,kung wala na siya
Narinig ko ring pumasok na ulit sina Ashtine
They did not say anything,pero nakiyakap din sila and whispered encouraging word to me
But i only think is about her...
Sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko pero walang sakit sa puso ko....Sa puso niya
Until the end,she made sure to protect me and my feelings...
Do i even deserve it,do i even deserve her...
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Hey peeps!! I was supposed to update and end the story nong anniv,but well..hehe i forgot,daming nangyari hanggang sa nakalimutan kong nag update
But here it is and one more chapter then tapos na to...PERO,guess what
We will have book 2!!!! Yey
It's entitled " Let's make it romantic"
Keepsafe everyone!!!
