BIANCA'S POV
I woke up when i felt na tumigil yong sasakyan....I opened my eyes and saw na madilim na sa labas,gabi na
Na upo ako ng maayos at tinignan Yong katabi ko..
I smiled,she's still sleeping peacefully..Grabe ang ganda talaga niya,naranasan kaya nito maging Pangit???
Parang buong buhay niya maganda siya eh,Sana ol no?
I couldn't help but to caress her cheek,Her skin is soo smooth,She looks perfect kahit tulog pa siya...Then my Heart begins to beats abnormally again when my eyes darted on her lips..
Okay,i won't keep the feelings a secret,I want to kiss her.....I badly want to do it,Its almost insane how bad am i restraining myself not to do it...
Kase ang dami ko ring tanong na gusto ko munang masagot,pero at the same time takot akong malaman yong kasagotan..
Questions,questions thats making me crazy....tulad ng
Why am i feeling these weird emotions towards her???Why does my heart beats faster and louder when we're close or when she stares at me???Bakit ko siya gustong halikan,and would i regret it if we kiss???
Do i like her???But what if gusto ko na nga siya???Haysssss,takot ako...natatakot ako sa idea na gusto ko siya....Because i can't,damn it!!
Hindi ko siya pwedeng magustohan or worse mahalin,hindi pwede.....My Family will never accept it,they will disown me.....At hindi ko kaya yon...I can't afford to recieve hate from them
Bakit kase sa kanya pa??hindi ba pwedeng iba na lang???huwag na si Meng...Hindi ko siya kayang mawala....Hinding hindi
And i didn't realize na ang kaninang ngiti ko habang pinagmamasdan siya ay naging Luhang umaagos na sa pisngi ko
So binitawan ko yong mukha niya para punasan yong luha ko,And im trying not to sob,baka marinig niya...
As I wipe my tears im also trying to calm myself down...
Inhale.....Exhale....Inhale.....Exhale
Yeahh right....Let's not think about it...hindi pa naman sure kung gusto ko siya dba???baka nadadala lang naman ako kase Sobrang special niya sakin...Tamaa,yon lang yon
I smiled bago huminga ng malalim at sumandal ulit sa kanya
At bago ako maka tulog ulit,Nagpa ulit ulit sa isip ko ang mga katagang
Hindi kita hahayaang mahiwalay sakin,and to do that,Hindi kita pwedeng gustohin o mahalin....Hindi pwede....
Then i fell asleep once again...
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"B??wake up,heyy we're here na po"
I felt someone gently tapping my cheeks,so i opened my eyes and saw Yumi
"GoodMorninggg,Breakfast na daw muna tayo" She said and smiled
Gandang bungad naman niyan,I also smiled and nod my head bago umopo ng maayos
I stretch first before taking her offered hand
"Nandon na sa loob ng caffé yong tatlo,na una na sila kanina" She informed again
"Mmm okay,Buti na lang nag stop over muna tayo because im starviingg" I whined
She giggled and Tapped my nose using her pointing finger
