HEART'S POV
it's been weeks since My conversation with ate Bianca
And weeks since tge last time we saw Yumi
Hindi na siya ulit nagpakita simula nong libing ni tito,hindi na siya nagparamdam
No explanation,No Reason,no Goodbyes...she just left us,wondering
And i felt betrayed,and mad...i was supposed to know right??we've been through thick and thin since we were a child
Hayss,Nevermind...It's hard to ask people to stay and explain if they don't have plan on doing so
Kung yon ang gusto niya then so be it
Ate Ash,Fatima and i are going to visit Ate Bianca sa house nila...kagagaling lang niya Sa hospital kase...at ilang weeks na rin ang na pabalik balik siya don
Because turns out na She also have sakit sa puso,like tito...and it's kinda serious too
Few minutes after im here na sa bahay nila Ate Bianca,i saw rin na andito na yong car nila Ate Ash at Fatima
Pagpasok ko, i saw them in the Garden,the three of them
I walk towards them
" Hi " i greeted
All their faces are grim
I sat down beside Ate Ash,kaharap ko si Fatima na katabi si Ate Bianca
" How are you na ate?" I asked
She looks at me and smiled,though it's fake
" I-i good,thanks" she said
I nodded
I just knew something changed
I look at her once again and notice that Fatima and Her looks like wanted to ask something
I looked at Fatima but she lowered down her gaze
Yeah,Something between us also changed
" W-wala pa bang balita sa kanya?" Fatima asked pero naka yuko pa rin siya
I fight the urged to roll my eyes at her question
" Nothing " walang ganang sagot ko
" And besides bakit mo hahanapin ang taong wala naman dito " i irritately asked
Inangat niya tingin niya sakin,and looks like she's annoyed too
" Malamang Heart,Alangan namang hanapin ko yong taong nandito naman dba?"
I was shocked...halatang galit siya...i dont know but nainis ako dahil don
" Stop it,both of you" Suway ni Ate Ash kahit wala ring gana yong boses niya
So we kept quiet,all of us
Few minutes of awkward silence Ate Bianca decided to break it
" So it' all ended?....we,us....tapos na rin ba?..wala na ba talaga?" The amount of pain in her voice is understatement
Nakatulala lang siya sa harap niya habang tinatanong yon
We don't know how to answer her
" Tapos?bakit?nagsimula ba kayo para may tataposin?" Nagulat ako when Fatima said that....Her voice was sharp,it's getting hot in here
Ate Bianca looked at her with blank expression,specilly her eyes..it looks empty
" Pwede bang taposin ang isang digmaang hindi naman nasimulan ha Bianca?.."
" That's enought Fatima " Ate Ash stepped in
Pero ate Bianca couldn't care less...tinitignan lang niya si Fatima with those empty eyes
Fatima looked away at huminga ng malalim
" Is it my fault that she's not with us right now?" The cold voice of Ate Bianca filled our ears
" No,of course not ate...it's her fault...She didn't even give us any explanation,or even just a goodbye right?" I immedietly said
God im furious by just thinking about her
Binaling sakin ni Ate Bianca yong tingin niya,
" What makes you think that it's not our fault kung bakit niya tayo iniwan?" Then suddenly Fatima stated more than asked
" And why would it be our fault???as far as i remember siya yong nangiwan nang walang pasabi...tapos kasalanan natin?! Wow!,just wow Fatima " i shouted
She stands up
" That's exactly why we're all like this right now!" She also shouted
" Tama na yan,'wag kayong mag away sa harap ni Bianca " once again suway ni ate Ash
But it's hard to listen when you're raging mad
" Bakit ba-"
" Why would she explain kung hindi naman natin siya binigyan ng chance to do so??you,did you give her a chance to explain?or to even say goodbye??...No! Because the moment she acted different sa nakasanayan natin we cut her off!!bakit siya magpapa alam kung ayaw nating tanggapin ang paalam niya!!"
I was unable to finish my words when Fatima let those Sharp words out
Something deep inside me stir and i know she was right but my mind is blocking it from realizing that i am wrong....because damn hell i was so hurt by the fact that my Bestfriend,my sister left me
" Kilala natin siya,At hindi niya tayo iiwan ng-"
Fatima was cut off by
" Bianca!" Ate ash
We looked at them and saw the body of ate Bianca lying on the ground
And we all panicked
We rushed her on the Hospitala with Tita
And we were stopped nong pinasok na si Bianca sa ER
We are all nervous,hell im shaking bad
I want to blame myself...
Lahat kami hindi nagsasalita,naka upo lang kami habang hinihintay yong doctor ni ate Bianca
Tita was being comfort by ate Ash
Fatima and I was sitting a meter away from each other
I saw how her hands are shaking,and i was tempted to hold it
But im ashamed
The thinking in my head was cut off nong nakita naming lumabas na yong doctor
And i know we all became nervous when we saw how serious her Face are
I hold my breath
" She needs a Heart transplant,ASAP...or else she wouldn't make it "
Crap...
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It's been a while huh...i miss you guys a lot
Anyway this two chapter is dedicated to you Miss "it's best if we wouldn't know each other's name",well you know who you are
Thanks for the words of wisdom last night...i appreciate it a lot more than you know..i wish you the best..may God bless you 🌹♡
Good day everyone,love y'all
