NARRATOR'S POV
Bianca looks so lost,nervous,and about to fall
But Yumi tightened her grip and holds her nervously
" Oww Gosh are you okay??i i im sorry..i i shouldn't ask that..s-sorry...y-you don't have to answer" Kinakabahang sabi ni Yumi,she feel ashamed of what she had asked
She feels like sobrang laking kasalanan yong nagawa niyang pagtatanong...
But little did she knows kung gaano gustong sagutin ni Bianca yon...How much more she wanted to answer Yumi a thousand Yes,that she would runaway with her without question...pero parang umurong dila niya sa sobrang kaba
Yumi guide her para umupo
Bianca Starts to panic When she saw Yumi sat down six feet away from her
And she's getting frustrates because she can't speak!!!
And they sat down in awkward silence for the first time...
Mahabang katahimikan din ang namayani sa kanilang dalawa bago magsalita si Yumi
" Don't worry,i understand.." and she bitterly laughed bago lumingon kay Bianca na nakatitig na pala sa kanya na naluluha rin
Yumi smiled
" But can you let me take this opportunity to let my feelings out?" She continued
" Please" she pleaded
And that broke Biancas Heart....She can't do anything,she can't even say anything
But she managed to nod
So Yumi releasw a sigh of relief
Then they both faced the sun habang onti onti nang lumulubog ito
" I love you "
Three words yet lots of words hiding from it
" I remember the day i used to deny it...because im scared and i can't accept..kase hindi ko pa tanggap yong pagkatao ko"
" The day i started to fully accept myself and embraces my growing emotions for you"
" Feelings na una pa lang alam kong walang patutungohan....kase alam kong hindi mo yon masusuklian"
The more words that coming from Yumi's mouth,the more tears filling her eyes
" Tanggap ko naman nong una...kaya nga sinarili ko dba"
" Bianca....Naglakas loob akong umamin,at tinibayan ang loob kong patunayan yon sayo na walang inaasahang kapalit" Yumi faced Bianca,who's also sobbing hard by now still unable to talk
" Pero mas masakit pala yong iparamdam na okay lang na wala ako kesa sa hindi masuklian yong nararamdaman ko..."
And Yumi started to cry harder...both of them
But Yumi immedietly wiped her tears kahit na patuloy lang sa pag agos ng mga ito
" But you know what makes it more painful?...N-na k-kahit walang salitang ako sa Pahina ng Libro mo....N-nananatiling I-ikaw ang una't huli sa bawat yugto ng istorya ko..Ikaw at ikaw lang...dahil w-walang t-tutumbas sa halaga mo...mahal ko"
By the end of that,they look at each other...and they hold that stare for a long period of time
" B-but i a-already said n-na m-may nararamdaman din naman ako..h-hindi ba?"
Finally Bianca managed to say,while crying as she holds her chest
Yumi nods repeatedly
" Y-yeah...y-yes you did...But you backed out the moment you knew i was fixed with someone else...you didn't trust me nor my feelings foe you..and my will to fight for you..." Yumi countered it with so much pain in her eyes pero naka ngiti siya
" But i- i understand...it's just..i- it hurts" at humagolgol ulit si Yumi..napatakip na rin siya ng mukha at yumoko
It brokes Bianca's Heart...she wants to standa up and hug Her
But she can't move..she was pinned kung saan siya naka upo
And that sucks
" Napaka daya mag laro ang tadhana...Hindi man lang tayo binigyan ng pagkakataong simulan at ipaglaban ang pagmamahalan na to...Kung kailan natanggap ko ang sarili ko,tsaka naman umayaw ang pagkakataon..don't i deserve happy ending too??hindi naman ako masamang tao dba..Bakit?
Kung pagkakamali ang mahalin ka sa panahon at pagkakataong to,Kahit mahirap at masakit pipiliin ko pa rin pa ulit ulit ang pagkakamaling to...because the happiness i felt because of loving you is worth the pain im feeling right now...
Baka nga hindi natin to oras...baka mali pang ipaglaban ka...baka maling ipilit pa...
Sana sa susunod pwede na....dahil isusugal ko lahat kapag dumating ang pagkakataong yon,magtagumpay lang ang pagmamahalang to...pangako"
That was Yumis thinking,she's unable to talk now
" Yang....k-kasalanan ba k-kung puso natin ang magwawagi sa oras na mali?"
That took everything To Bianca to be able for her to ask that
question that wasn't answered...but received the silence
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" Kasalanan ba kung puso natin ang magwawagi sa oras na mali?"
Hindi naman masakit no...
