BIANCA'S POV
After that little talk with Fatima and Ashtine,Tumuloy na 'ko papunta sa room ni Yumi
Oww God,Im nervous
Hindi ko alam yong sasabihin ko o may kailangan ba dapat akong sabihin o gawin...basta ang alam ko lang kailangan naming mag usap
I don't even know why i ended up going to her room eh...papunta dapat ako sa gym area,Pero namalayan ko na lang na dto yong tinatahak ko nang makita ko sina Ash
My hands are sweating!!!Tas sobrang bilis nong tibok ng puso ko!!!
Should i back out? May time pa naman dba???
Arghhhhh no Bianca,you got this....Now or never!!!
I scolded myself...
Hayss,i couldn't go any further without her by my side....Kailangan ko siya
At nasa tapat na nga ako ng room niya,I know kung nasaan kase ano...Nag tanong ako kay Heart,oo yon nagtanong ako
Aishhh okay fine,sinundan ko sila ni Red kanina...Hindi ko matiis eh
" Come on Bianca kaya mo to" i cheered myself
Wait....should i knock??or pumasok na lang...pero kase natutulog siya pala...ay jusko namaaan!!!
Bahala na papasok na lang ako...
So i entered her room at bumongad nga sakin yong dalawang bed at yong mga kagamitan sa loob
She's sleeping peacefully...
Dahan dahan akong naglakad palapit sa kanya,And i stopped on her left side and slowly sat beside her,nakaharap siya sakin
I stare at her face,Grabe ang ganda talaga niya,kaaya aya ang kanyang mukha...Bukod tangi
I couldn't resist the urge to put some of her hair strand behind her ear
Gladly hindi siya nagising
" Im sorry Meng,I don't mean to hurt you or to disrespect your feelings....Trust me i dont...You mean a lot to me more than you ever know.." i quietly said while still staring at her as i tried to stop my tears from falling and my voice breaking
This time i hold her hand and intertwined it with mine
" Im just confused and scared,I might lose you,I might lose my family...And i don't know how to handle that thought...thinking that i would dissapoint them scares me"
.....
"But thinking that i would lose you,and knowing you would end up with someone else kills me " i finished at tuloyan na ngang tumulo ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan
Pero agad ko 'tong pinunasan
I was silently wiping my tears when i heard her talk
" What are you doing here?and why are you crying?" Still eyes closed and cold voice
Damn,that hurt
" A-ahh uhh mhmm t-to t-talk....t-to you" i managed to say even with my broken voice
Still she didn't open her eyes,instead tinalikuran niya ako
Mas lalo akong naiiyak....Ang sakit naman neto,bat ganon...Ayaw niya ba ako kausap???Nasaktan ko ba siya masyado??
" No you didn't....I just simply don't wanna talk to you,'cause i think we need some space since you're acting like we need to" she said still with that cold tone
