Protecting you.. (saiouma READ DESC)

Continuation

Saihara P.O.V:

Ouma and I moved to his bed and started cuddling, he went on his phone while I just held him.

I still feel guilty over it, I know I shouldn't because it was for Ouma.

I just want to protect him like that day he protected me...

He probably doesn't remember it anyways, but I do. That day I fell in love with him and after that I followed him everywhere he went.

I finally built up the courage to talk to him, after 2 years of watching his every move I finally did it.

And now look where I am.

Plus it's too late to go back now, Kaito is already...

...

What am I doing? Why am I doing this?

I cling onto Ouma harder and try to choke back tears but I can't.

"Wh- Are you okay?"

He turns around and holds onto me tight, burying his face in my chest.

"I-im fine Ouma-kun! Don't even worry about me!" I hate making him worry about me.

"Do you wanna...talk about it?"

I do.

"No I don't wanna make you listen, I'm sorry just forget about this"

"But Saihara-"

I cut him off, "I SAID I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT."

He flinches hard and I regret yelling at him. But I'm so caught up in my rage I say something stupid.

"YOU'RE THE REASON KAITO DIED OKAY???"

He looked at me, horrified and does something I'll never forget...