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im sorry pt.2

HERE IS PART 2 SINCE @youssra1927 WAS ON MY ASS FOR PART 2 ENJOY!

It was around 8pm and I just woke up from my nap and look up to see yelena watching the vampire diaries "YAY you're awake!!" she says in a loud voice "how did you sleep?" She adds on looking back at the screen

"I slept well, thanks" I respond getting up and laying back on the headboard of her bed "it's kinda late so if you want you can stay here and we can watch those horrible romantic movies you love so much" yelena suggest "HEY!!! they aren't horrible...and Lily Collin movies are the best"(they are)
I say laughing at yelena "sure whatever you say" she chuckle's "and sorry but I think I might go back to the apartment to talk to nat and all of that" I say with a long sigh trying not to think about it to much "actually i think I might just stay for a little while longer if that's okay?" I turn to look at her "of course"

She in fact did NOT go back to the apartment at all but in fact stayed in Yelena's room, crying, eating ice cream and drinking a little bit of vodka while watching '5 feet apart' and ranting about anything that came to mind. Especially about nat and after a while she cried to songs and yelena being the best friend she is was there to comfort her.

Next day (morning around 10am)

I had fell asleep in Lena's room on accident and now I'm on my way back to mine and nats apartment

As I reach the door I pull out my key to unlock it and walk in closing the door behind me and as soon as it shut I hear rapid footsteps coming towards me "where the fuck have you been?!" Nat asks in a frustrated tone "I was with Lena" I state walking around her without glancing at her
"well at least text me next time so I won't have to be up late worrying about you jeez"
She replies starting to walk away "yeah sure since you care so much" I mumble the last part with an annoyed tone

I hear footsteps coming towards me again
"what the fuck are you talk about?" She says with an irritated tone "oh come on Natalia don't pretend to be so innocent and pretend like you don't have a fucking clue" I say finally looking up at her with anger
"Well actually I really don't know what the fuck you are talking about Y/N!" She raises her voice "so stop making up shit. I have to go to work" she adds grabbing her things for work and I follow her to the door before she leaves "okay Natalia go have fun fucking my own best friend" I state looking at her as she turns to look at me and I look at her dead in the eyes "oh now you're just delusional." She says with a laugh

"yeah sure I'm so fucking delusional I saw you fucking my best friend Wanda in your office." I state finally raising my voice "where we talked about our lives together." I add not even sad at this point but just mad
"go tell her how she's the prettiest fucking girl in the world, tell her how you want to live with her, have kids with her and all that fucking future bullshit!" I yell at her

she's stays quiet with wide and teary eyes
"im sorry. I promise I'll leave her and change and just fix this whole thing just please don't leave me i really do care about you and i want you" she says releasing a shaky breath and reaching to grab my hands but I back away "oh please if you gave a shit about me you wouldn't have cheated on me in the first place." I state and she just cries "please I'll fix this just please forgive me"
she says with a tear rolling down her face

I laugh "you fuck my best friend and you're fucking crying?!?!" I yell and laugh "wow Natasha that is so fucking pathetic" I add getting serious again "I loved you so much and I cared for you and I tried so fucking hard to fix our relationship for these past months because I love you and I really didn't want to lose you and what we had, but here we are and this is what I get for caring about someone so fucking much. They fuck my "best friend"." I say with a smile as a tear rolls down my cheek
"look Tasha I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you and didn't satisfy what you needed but I really did try because I genuinely thought you loved me back just as much so I'm sorry for whatever I did" I apologize grabbing my keys to my car "just so you know I will be moving out and will be back for my stuff" I add with a small smile and shut the front door going to my car

2 Months later

It's been 2 months and I'm actually doing quite well. I haven't really talked to nat even though I've wanted to many times. I started to take care of myself and I learned that I don't need anyone to make me happy because I have many other people that care about me. In those 2 months I spent most of my time with yelena and we decided to move in our own apartments as roommates and as for Wanda well I haven't talked to her because yelena said she already "took care of her" but I have seen her in the hallways but haven't really tried talking to her but she's now with vision and I'm not really sure what's happening with nat but I just know that she throws herself into work all the time so I try to avoid her as much as possible because I still work at SHEILD and I'm worried I'll fall for her tricks and go running back and to be honest I know I'll break as soon as I see her but it's for the best I hope...

Should I continue this or not???