male celeb x reader imagines

Harvey Mills

Did we both fall in love
Before we were ready?
You just wanted to know why yours and Harvey's relationship failed.
Or did we both give up
Before we were steady?
You tried to think it all through, all the possibilities of what could have happened.
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
You really could figure it out.

Were we both too scared?
Were you both to scared to make it work, to scared to fall in love.
Or were we well-prepared?
Could you both have made it work.
For the future and all
The mistakes that it bears?
Would the relationship have been fine if you both gave more.
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
You truly were just alone now.

Yeah, these are questions in my head
They all seemed to repeat over and over again trying to get an answer.
Answers I won't get
Like you were trying but miserably failing at solving for x.
Thoughts I never said
You just wished you had done more.
That I kinda wish I did
You truly wish you had told him how you felt.

I guess sometimes you find the one
You tried to place an answer anywhere but you seemed to just be talking out of your ass.
But the timing's off
The place is wrong
You needed to stop thinking you got up packing his stuff in a box.
Maybe we would be closer
If we were a couple years older
Maybe if you were more mature and in your 20s you'd both have beem able to make it work.

I guess sometime you fall in love
You just wanted to explain it and have it make sense but you had to move one.
Then one day feels like you wake up
And everything over
You wiped your eyes fixing your appearance.
Without any closure
You texted Max asking him to pick up his brother's stuff .

Did we both think that this
Was the best we found?
Harveys mind raced wondering the same as you. Just wanting to know if he could have fixed it.
Or were we too afraid
To have no one around?
Maybe you both just didn't want to be alone.
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
He was sitting on his bed tears just streaming down his face as he wondered.

Did we hope on a star
A bit too far?
Was this relationship just doomed from the start? He just wanted to fill in the blanks.
Was the the distance between
Too great for our hearts?
He just wanted some kind of answer for why it didn't work.
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
His hoodies hang untouched in his closet as they all smelled of you. There seemed to be no way to forget you.

Yeah these are question in my head
He got up seeing if Max was still home, asking if he could give him a ride.
Answers I won't get
He just tried to fill it in with any answer he could get.
Thoughts I never said
He wish he had said something to fix it.
That I kinda wish I did.
Before he was going to leave he decided against it, telling max nevermind and to just continue with his usual plan.

I guess sometimes you find the one
But the timing's off
The place is wrong
He gathered all his hoodies that smelled of you and made his way to the washing machine to rid of your smell.
Maybe we would be closer
If we were a couple years older
Although the questions played out in his head he had to shut them down.

I guess sometimes you fall in love
Then one day feels like you wake up
He decided to take a nice cold shower to try and calm himself down, just because the relationship died doesn't mean he had to stop being himself.
And everything's over
Without any closure
Closure or not he was gonna have to get over it.

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I know it's sad but I like it :)
It's healthier than most breakups I've had
-myles
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