𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 ₓ˚. ୭ ᵒˢᵃᵐᵘ ᵈᵃᶻᵃⁱ

𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

..••°°°°••..

-ˋˏ the half of me ˎˊ-

OSAMU DAZAI x FEM. READER

【 BOOK STATUS: writing 】

❝VIVAMUS MORIENDUM EST—
LET US LIVE, SINCE WE MUST DIE.❞

┊➶ ｡˚ ° maybe the universe fights for
certain souls to find each other. and maybe
the universe places people in your life
just to take them away. and maybe the
universe is trying to help you understand
that all of things you ached for that did
not work out—they were not the losses
that broke you, or ruined you, or made
you unworthy. no, instead, you will see
that they built you. they taught you about
yourself. they shaped you. they challenged
you. made you into the person who will
hold you up when no one else will.

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─ in which two miserable halves wandering
the cruel plains of earth finally meet

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━━━━━

all those years—
looking for happiness
in someone else—
never quite daring
to search my own soul

in fear of what i might find—
then peace where i least expected—
the surprise of finding

i'm not as bad as i thought—

— Nan Witcomb, the thoughts of nanushka

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𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙇𝙄𝙎𝙏
1:35 ───ㅇ─────3:47

fourth of july; sufjan stevens

❝ why do you cry?
make the most of your life, while it is rife
while it is light ❞

big jet plane; angus & julia stone

❝ gonna hold ya, gonna kiss you in my arms
gonna take ya away from harm ❞

pistol; cigarettes after sex

❝ guess i really miss you
and i don't know what else to do ❞

where's my love; syml

❝ cold sheets, oh, where's my love?
i am searching high
i'm searching low in the night ❞

1am freestyle; joji

❝ wishing you were there like all the time
so i'm not alone
and i'm tired of this madness
tired of being stranded ❞

no time to die; billie eilish

❝ the blood that you bleed
is just the blood you owe ❞

rue; girl in red

❝ i remember you couldn't stop crying
you found me when i thought i was dying ❞

saturn; sleeping at last

❝ with shortness of breath,
you explained the infinite
how rare and beautiful it is to even exist ❞

we never change; coldplay

❝ oh, and i don't have a soul to save
yes, and i sin every single day
we never change, do we? ❞

skinny love; birdy

❝ 'cause now i'm breaking at the bridges
and at the end of all your lies ❞

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━━━━━

𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙀𝙒𝙊𝙍𝘿

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｡･ﾟﾟ･ warnings

HEAVY LANGUAGE

MENTIONS OF SUICIDE,
SUBSTANCE ABUSE

┊➶ ｡˚ ° this ff won't be following any
of the bungo stray dogs plot –
this is all of my own plot, except
for the characters

┊➶ ｡˚ ° slow updates !!

enjoy :)

if you have any questions, concerns, or anything in between please comment !