Who...?

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A boy came running around their direction.. I felt a bit of relief seeing that at last the kid found his cousin.. The boy was tal-.. No not tall.. He was short.. Maybe 1 or 2 cm shorter than me.. The boy had a buff body.. And wide chest and shoulder.. He seems to do a lot of exercise..

He has a thinner v shaped face with a flat end to his chin. There is little to no angle between the side of his face and jaw line when viewed from the front giving a steep v look..His eyes mainly show the bottom half of his iris and his eyes are thinner than mine..His eyes have a sharpness to them.. Which makes him look a bit intimidating but it's also makes him look handsome.. Like the best feature? He has a more prominent almost roman like nose..small face.. His hair was silver colour.. He was handsome and looked very manly

I wasn't that far from them so I could hear their conversation..

"I am changbin and I am here for this kid" the short male said.. The kid ran to him and called him uncle.. The man with the Mic asked him some more question and let them go.. The changbin guy said that hyunjin aka the cousin of the kid was on the another side of this place searching for the kid and he was in this side searching for the kid so he came to get the boy..he even showed the man some pictures which I definitely couldn't see

I looked around and saw that there was actually another side.. There was a lake in the middle and on its other side also was decoration.. But the side wasn't that crowded.. It was quiet.. Now my last hope was only the other side

I ran to the other side in hope of finding that guy.. This side was somehow relaxing.. The gentle cold breeze blowing.. And I think now I could smell the air.. As books said it really had a warm and cozy feeling almost making me feel light head..

I walked around.. This time I walked with more ease.. I didn't had to stop each time in my movements to prevent myself from physical contact with others as this side was less crowded

I looked a little girl was sitting alone in a bench.. I almost thought that this kid was also lost but thankfully a man came right after with a drink.. It was peach flavoured.. The man was maybe her Dad.. The girl happily took the drink and drank it swinging her legs.. While her father carried her in his arms and went away.. The scene was sweet.. Too much sweet that it made me feel bitter.. I sighed and averted my gaze.. It was something which I never had.. I never had that kind of love and never would have after all I was nothing more a disgrace..i kept walking.. Right now not in search of the stranger..

I was walking around cause I was suddenly feeling breathless.. It was getting suffocating.. The bitter memories of my past flashing in front of my eyes.. I was feeling numb.. My mind, my body, everything it was all numb.. Now I was regretting coming to this side.. I was walking towards the nearest bench.. I couldn't even walk straight. I was stumbling as if I was drunk.. I was triggered again

With great difficulty I walked over to the bench and sat on it.. I was starting to feel unconscious.. Then suddenly I heard something.. The voice.. The same voice.. He was screaming but I couldn't register what he was saying..

My head was spinning and my ears were ringing.. I just heard one word..

"A"
I couldn't hear it clearly..
"Ra"
"Era"
"Aera"
"Chae aera!"

After all this hour of searching I had to found him now? Right now?that too when he was calling a girl's name.. His voice was different today.. The time when I first heard his voice it was soft and deep.. Now it was all giggly and cheerful.. I wonder what made him so happy

I heard him say more things.. "They found him.. We should go now aera" who is he talking about and where is he going? Wait no.. Don't go I want to see you! Please.. All this time my eyes were closed but now the temptation to see him was much more.. I somehow opened my eyes with great difficulty.. My vision was blurry.. I could hardly keep my eyes open..

There I saw him.. But this time also his back.. He was wearing a long black jacket.. There was something white all over his jacket.. It was like sprinkles.. Wait white sprinkles? Snow!? It was snowing..the first snow

I rubbed my eyes trying to clear my vision and tried to calm my breathing.. He kept walking with a girl beside him.. I was praying hard for him to look back once.. Just once only this once.. It was my chance to see him.. Please please please turn around

And he turned around.. Finally turned around.. But he was wearing a mask and a hat... Fuck me and my unlucky fate.. At last I got to see his front but that too only his eyes..

I rubbed my eyes even more.. I could see him clearly now.. His eyes.. His left eye.. There was a mole underneath it.. On top of that his eyes were also on..... Me.. Our eyes made a contact.. I looked at him with hopeful eyes..almost praying again for something to happen.. Like telepathy? Or I get the power to talk with eyes ? But unfortunately nothing happened

Instead he turned back.. And walking in the straight direction again.. But I didn't remove my gaze.. I kept watching him.. I watch him disappear in the crowd slowly..i sighed and closed my eyes.. No longer trying to keep them open

Suddenly I felt the seat move a bit.. And something warm again my cheek.. Something warm was tapping against my cheek.. It was a hand.. It was calling me..

"Hey.. Hey.. Wake up? Who are you? Are you ok? Hello? " a boy kept calling me.. It was too deep..more deep that that airpod guy..But I didn't had the strength to say anything..

I pointed towards my pocket and the boy maybe understood and took out the phone which was in my pocket

He took my index finger and pressed it against the phone.. Trying to maybe unlock the phone..

"C-chan"with great difficulty I said.. " huh!? What did you say? Say again"the boy moved closer.. I could feel the warmth radiating from his body.. Which made me even more light head.. And I was fully losing my conscious this time.. But before that I whispered 'chan' again.. And just like that I lost my conscious. I don't even know if the boy heard me or not.. Let's just hope for the best.....