𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏𝑜𝑦 (𝑆𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑇𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑓𝑓) [COMPLETED]

→ Beautiful Feelings

He felt disappointed when Tine kept him waiting for too long, it was until a pair of arms were wrapped around him from behind.

"I'm sorry for being late again. Forgive me?"the voice was childish and pouty, and Sarawat couldn't turn cold to it even if to pretend.

"Isn't that what I always do?"Sarawat asked and the warmth gently faded away as Tine pulled away.

"Wat......."Tine called,ever so gently yet like there's something he want to say.

"What happened? Are you okay?"Sarawat's voice filled with worry as he reached out to find Tine's hand to hold his hand and noticing this,Tine gave his hand into Sarawat's.

Sarawat caressed on Tine's hand slowly with his thumb finger and Tine smiled, suddenly gaining some courage to open up but soon he was confused again. What if Sarawat don't think of him like he want to be thinked of as?

"I'm fine. Let's go to the library. I promised you to take you there"Tine tried to sound cheerful as ever as he took out the umbrella and hold it for them to walk out. He took Sarawat's one hand and made him hold the umbrella before placing his own hand over it and the other arm went around Sarawat's body, holding his close.

It was cold yet their body so close, providing them with enough warmth and most importantly, two hearts thumping loudly in their chests from the closeness.

It stopped raining when they were in the library, Sarawat was reading his book while Tine sat there admiring his special one in silence.

It has been months since they've met eachother and gotten close with. Now they meet up almost everyday and both of them looked happier than before.

Tine took Sarawat to places, described how the place and things looked,took pictures of them and feed Sarawat different foods, had all kind of conversation, Sarawat would sing for Tine and Tine wouldn't stop praising him.

"Where do you want to go next?"Tine asked,all set ready to take him to anywhere he wanted to go as long as he can stick along.

"I want to go to the park where we first met"Sarawat said and Tine smiled, already remembering the day they met and the way he fell head over heels for him on the very first day. He thought it's funny how he's been in love and with the person he's the closest with now, yet he's scared to confess.

"The bench is empty"Tine said and leaf Sarawat to there, sitting together.

"I'm a bit tired"Tine whispered jokingly to see what Sarawat will say.

Sarawat patted his own shoulder,"you can rest here"

Only if Sarawat could see how happy Tine's smile was and the way he blushed slightly.

"Okay then"Tine giggled before putting his head on Sarawat's shoulder.

Tine connected the earphone to his phone before playing a song and sharing one earphone to Sarawat. They sat there comfortably listening to the music,until the music stopped.

Tine frowned but then he realised it was Sarawat who removed the earphone from their ear's.

"What happened? You didn't liked that song?"Tine asked and Sarawat just stared ahead.

"Tine,"

"Yes? I'm here"Tine put his hand on Sarawat's knees and not before a second passed, Sarawat took the hand in his, holding it gently yet firmly.

Tine was listening, waiting patiently for him to talk, trying to ignore the way his heart's been going over the way Sarawat hold his hand.

"Tine,why do you take pictures of everything?"Sarawat's asked even when he knows the answer and Tine shrugged.

"Like I've said, I take the picture of things that are beautiful in my eyes so that, whenever I look at them I'll remember that I've once saw such a nice thing or place. It's just like, storing beautiful things in the form of pictures so you can see it and remember. It's not forgotten until the picture stays"Tine said and felt Sarawat's hand tighen on his.

"Then maybe you could help me"

"How? Just tell me"Tine said, ready to do anything for Sarawat.

"What about feelings? Beautiful Feelings, how will you store them so that you won't forget it? How can I make the beautiful feelings stay unforgotten?"Sarawat asked,his words from heart and Tine was slightly confused about how to answer,what confused him more was the question.

"Why.......why such a question out of blue?"Tine asked and Sarawat turned his head to the direction from where Tine's voice reached out to him.

"Because........"

"Because,when I'm with you, everything feels beautiful........the feels too........and I love this feeling. But what if one day you go? I still want to store this memories and remember them, because it's so beautiful........... it's beautiful with you,Tine, even the darkness is"Sarawat said, he stopped in between,but he didn't stuttered. His words were from the bottom of his heart,not a word he said was lie.

Tine's breath hitched as he looked at Sarawat's face,he may not know this,But Sarawat's eyes were looking into his even if he can't see. His heartbeat fastened again.........

the feeling was beautiful.......