𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏𝑜𝑦 (𝑆𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑇𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑓𝑓) [COMPLETED]

→ Knowing You Closer

Sarawat had a happy expression as he stood with his back straight in front of the big musical instrument with black and white keys. Tine eagerly was looking at Sarawat's fingers, waiting for him to start playing.

Sarawat took a deep breath,before his pressed a finger down on a key producing a low key note and Tine hold in his breath, it was just him and Sarawat playing in the empty silent room, adding to the feels.

Soon a few low,long notes came followed by the short,high notes. Sarawat's figure started to slouch bit by bit,head down,fingers lightly running over the keys producing a sad music.

Smile on their faces fade, the silence in the room made the music hear louder and touch deep into Tine's heart. Sarawat eye's closed,but he had a sad expression with his eyebrows frowning a little.

The notes where smooth, matching the last notes, sad music melting into the atmosphere, wetting Tine's eyes as he was reminded of his past. He never really loved to think a lot about his past but now that the music's touching his heart, he melted into the feels.

The music ended with a long high note, lasting for a few seconds before Sarawat finally took back the weight applied onto the key. Silence filled in the room again.

Sarawat opened his eyes, world was still dark for him, he wasn't looking for the light. He was trying to listen to Tine. However all he could hear was the chair moving on the tiles making a slightly irritating sound.

Sarawat flinched and jumped a little when he felt two arms wrapped around his from behind, something resting on his shoulder. His body stiffened under the touch before he recognised Tine's touch,scent and relaxed.

"You're doing great, this is so good"Tine whispered,his voice cracking and Sarawat didn't knew how to react. Tine sounded sad.

"Thanks"Sarawat whispered before lifting up one of his hands and placing it over Tine's and leaned into the touch.

"You're sad"Sarawat mumbled and Tine smiled and shook his head.

"Not anymore. I have a very special person next to me now"Tine said and Sarawat's heartbeat raced. He was sure being mentioned,but special can mean in a lot of ways and he didn't care what Tine meant,as long as this guy hugging him right now would stay.

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"So you also had a rich family?"

"Hm, both my parents are rich. They loved eachother and I was once the most important person in their live's. However, you know, sometimes god can give you some hard moments to see how strong you are. I've seen my father cheating on my mom with my own eyes, I was too little then and scared. Mom forgave him for some reason. But things didn't went pretty well. The love that my parents shared, slowly started to fade away. Dad had less time for us, often became abusive and they got divorced"Tine stopped and looked down.

"I didn't wanted to go with either of them, my grandmother took me in. Loved and cared for me. She wasn't rich, which says my mom worked really hard to earn all the richness that she have. Even if the living conditions in my grandmothers house couldn't be compared with my old house, I loved it there. She had time for me, love and care. She worked hard to buy that one camera that I still have with me. She showed me that the men not only needs to learn textbooks,they have to travel around,see and hear from around. This will give a lot lessons that'll help us going forward in life. I still went to college until last year, she passed away and I dropped out. I travelled around with this camera and came here about 6months ago. I met Dew,who became one of the friends that I adore the most and then I met you"Tine said with a small smile and looked at Sarawat sitting silently,he was listening attendively.

"Well, that's all about me. I don't really have a family now. My mom tried to bring me back but for some reason I loved being like this more"He shrugged and chuckled and Sarawat smiled softly.

Sarawat knew it was his turn and he sighed.

"I wasn't born blind. I lost my sight from an accident. My parents weren't rich like now then and couldn't do the operation. The business was always at loss until recently everything has improved and we're rich. My father and brother loved luxury life which is why we live like rich even in poor and this brought my father a lot of debts. They're now discussing about my operation"

Sarawat said and Tine smiled,"That's great. I hope you get your sight back and you can se- erm, so do you know when will be the Operation?"Tine changed the subject and Sarawat shook his head,he was thinking about his past.

He was easy to be fooled before, especially when everything he had was absolute darkness everywhere around him. No matter how bright the days and lights are, everything was the same for a person who can't see. He wasn't born blind, he lost his sight in an accident that happened to him when he was only 10, he remember having a nice friend before the incident. However,he never heard about him after,since they moved into another neighbourhood not long after the accident.

His world changed and so he changed, the began building up walls around him to protect himself from getting fooled. However Tine found his way in and Sarawat wasn't really afraid because Tine gave off a feeling that he wouldn't fool Sarawat like some others.

"I hope you're the one I see first when I can see again"

"I hope I can see you enjoying the world as much as I do and like you did before. I wish you to be happy"

They got to know eachother closer day by day and this only drew them more closer to eachother. Wanting them to be there for eachother until the end.