I'm not sure what I'm feeling. It's like a part of me wants attention, and the other part just shuts it down, and the attention comes anyway and I feel guilty... Like why even do you guys bother? Why do I have so many people that care about me? Why not someone nicer, better? Why me?
And for a brief moment, I will allow the attention side to ask a question. Does anyone know what's wrong with me?
