Chapter Thirty Three

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Dave pulled up to my house and I just started bawling my eyes out. I didn't know how to feel. Everyone in my family had vanished. They all left me

He got out the car and walked over to my side picking me up as I cried in his arms. He took my key and opened the door for me. He walked me upstairs and laid me down in my bed and pulled the covers over me

"Call me if you need me don't hesitate" he said. I nodded. He kissed my forehead and left

Sunday- August -

I got up feeling like shit today. I kept replaying last Night in my head over and over again. I never seen Ahmira that hurt before since I hurt her and I ended up doing it again unintentionally. I went bathroom not even wanting to shower. I hopped in and washed up and got out . I brushed my teeth and through on some shorts and went downstairs.

I went to the kitchen and sat down at the counter and got on my phone I scrolled through my camera roll and seen all of me and Ahmira pictures. I smiled to myself.

I decided to call her but no answer. I sent her a quick text and waited for her response but no answer.

I sighed and went to the studio and started writing whatever came to my mind. My phone went off

"Hey ma" I said

"Hey my baby, how are you?" She asked I sighed

"Good just havin writers block at the moment" I said rubbing my face

"You always lived in that music" she said. I chuckled

"Any help?" I said. It was quiet for a moment

"Just remember what I told you baby you got it" she said. I smiled

"Thanks ma" I said.

"Anytime" she said hanging up. I looked at the board before making a beat. I pulled up the personal mic and pressed play and just said anything that came to mind

Mama said stay out of trouble

Mama said don't be a fool

Mama said stay in somebody's church

Mama said boy stay in school

Mama told me I better get home, before the street lights come on

Mama always use to cry when I left her

Maybe cause daddy was gone

I still remember the lessons my mama taught me

But now it's my turn to show you how far they brought me

Mama I made it, ahhhh yeaaah

Mama I made it

I could of been locked up, I could of been gunned down but I found my own way

I ain't gonna stop now cause mama I made it

And I hope I made you proud

Before I could finish the song I heard a knock at the door. I stopped the music and walked to the door. I sighed and opened it.

"Why aren't you dressed" tiara said walking in.

"Dressed for what" I said closing the door

"You have to get ready to meet with the architect" she said looking up at me

"I forgot that was today" I said grabbing my hoodie and slipping on my shoes

"We late?" I asked grabbing my keys and looked at her watch

"If we leave now we'll make it" she said getting up and leaving out the door As I followed behind her .

Sunday-2:35pm-Ahmira-

I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling as everybody was in and out my bedroom trying to get me to eat and come out but I wasn't really feeling it

"Mira, come on" Kenzie said standing in the doorway . I shook my head.

"Please can you at least drink this" she said holding up an ensure . I looked at her

"For me " she pouted. I sighed sitting up and grabbing the drink.

She smiled at while I opened it and drunk it. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand as Dave, Chris, and Destiny came in the room

"She drunk it ?" Dave whispered like I couldn't hear him.

"Yup" Kenzie.

"That's good" destiny said looking down at me. I laid back in my bed and looked up at the ceiling.

"Aye give us a minute" Chris said. Everyone started walking out while he stood over me.

"Aye sit up" he said. I rolled my eyes and covered my face with the pillow.

I felt him snatch it off my face and looked down at me, clenching his jaw.

"Bruh sitcho ass up" Chris said angrily. I sat up quickly startled by his voice. He never yelled at me before

"You not finna be moppin around here not eating and shi. You was doin good don't let nun ruin that" he said as I looked into his eyes

"You hear me" he questioned. I nodded my head

"Yeah" I said lowly. He reached over on the dresser and gave me a small bottle of apple juice and my pill.

"Take it, I already took mine" he said. I put the pill on the tongue and drunk the apple juice. He got up and walked to the door

"And get up and brush yo teeth, yo shit stank" he said waving his hand over his nose. I scoffed and threw the pillow at him

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