Train of thoughts

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What's wrong with me?
I ask myself this every day
I've counted 17 flaws as far as I can see,
But these scars create more than just a display

I hold myself back,
The urge built inside
I want to slash away the pain
But instead I whisper goodnight

I stand on the edge of the rooftop
Waiting to see a smiling face
But everyone looks like they've been robbed
Their happiness has been erased

What's so wonderful,
About this fucked up world?
I used to love breathing,
But I'm no longer an innocent little girl

Love me please,
I'll cut until my insecurities fade
Look at me,
Can't you see my hearts begging you to stay?

Falling apart is such an understatement
You don't understand,
My life is becoming so vacant
This was never my life plan

I never wanted to fall
To scrape my legs & OD on stolen pills
I just wanted someone to call,
To stop me from grabbing one of those two pistols

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