SEM;COLON

Prologue

December 14, ????

"As of today its us against the world",  she spoke to a clearly swollen newborn. Mother made several promises that day, "i'll never hurt you", "i'll forever take care of you", "i would never judge you. Ever". But of course out of 4 a human always breaks one, it's how life is. Well at least how mine is-

I didn't keep several of my promises either, im human, but they were the smallest ones that i didn't. I promised never to put her into Nursing Home or ever get disrespectful, while her on the other hand promised to keep me safe and never leave my side.

As a child growing up i idolized Mother, i wanted to be just like her. She was so amazing in my childhood eyes, she could drive, drink grown up juice, have lots of friends, didn't have a specified bedtime, got to stay up late, ate lobster and steak when she wanted, even got money! Life was fun. She took me everywhere, well not really everywhere, when i say everywhere i mean a child's type of everywhere, candy shops, zoos, waterparks, parks, restaurants, everything a child needed to be "happy", life was good.

I remember little things from my childhood, i know i was happy, we went out every weekend, well every other together, others i stayed at Auntie Tracies. Where i basically spent my every summer and where my greatest but also deadliest memories took place.

Tracie jumped from home to home in the state of Indianapolis, i envied her daughter a lot, she got what she wanted, even when she didn't deserve it. She had the newest barbie dream houses while i was still stuck on the first generations, i remember she had every pet you could think of, from parrots to ferrets golden retrievers, gold fishes, paraunas, she even had a tarantula. Lord knows i wanted to be just like her, it was an envy only God himself could notice.

As much as i wanted to be like her i hated her, she was a disgusting brat that everyone loved, only i knew what she had done to me. I never spoke up about it because she said "She was doing nothing wrong.", It took years to notice i was getting molested by someone whom i thought was family, i felt gross, sick, i felt like dying. Everyone thought she was so innocent, i felt as if id repulse thinking about it.

But hey, she wasn't the only one who violated me, i just put all the names on a imaginary papar crumbled it up and stored it in the back of my mind. I felt it was only right for me to just get over it, for it was only the beginning.

Not that anyone is gonna see this but this only took me thirty minutes to write :O

I think i know what i want to happen in this book for it is based off of true events just im not gonna sugar-code it like i do telling my story irl.

i think im only feeling this confident bc its strangers i'm telling my story to and i might never see ppl like you a day in my life 😂

For the people who do find this enjoy what you do get bc your in for a ride of chaos