My Best Friend (BoyxBoy)

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Lucas and I have been best friends forever. We've done everything together.

We went on our first dates together. He gave me tips on how to ask Lucy Adams out. I showed him how to get over Jennifer Sail; obviously by going to a party and making out with someone else. I've never thought about guys in a romantic or sexual way. It's always been about girls for him and I.

Yet lately I've been noticing how my eyes linger on his body when he sleeps shirtless at our sleepovers. I've also been wanting him to touch me more, not even in a sexual way, it could just be rubbing my back or touching my hands. I really don't understand it at all. I'm not gay I can't be! I definitely can't be gay for my best friend!

First of all it'd totally ruin our friendship, there's no way he's gay. And second it'd be TOTALLY weird! And plus I'd be an outcast. Sure there's some gay guys at our school and our town isn't against gays, but everybody sees me as straight.

I don't even really notice other guys, it's really only Lucas. And yes he's attractive at 6' 2" with his blonde hair and blue eyes and muscular frame. He's the polar opposite of me, I'm 5' 5" with brown hair and green eyes and I'm not really muscular. I have some build, but I don't enjoy lifting weights and exercising everyday like he does.

I can't be gay, there's no way. And even if I was, nothing could come of it because there's no way Lucas is gay. He's had like millions of girlfriends, I've never seen him look at another guy in that way. I just don't know how to explain my recent feelings.

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Sorry I know it's not the best. I'm going to try to make it longer when I actually get into the story. I'm going to try to udate soon. I hope you guys enjoy it! :)