mine - theburntchip fanfiction

sixteen

"babe when do you go have to record for your podcast?" you ask as you finish unpacking the last few things out of your suitcase

"at 5pm, what's the time now?" he asks looking up from his phone and at you

"it's nearly 4, wanna take a break and get some food, i'm hungry" you say making your way over to him and sitting on his lap straddling him

"sure bby" he says as he leans in causing your lips to connect

one of your hands play with his hair and the other holding his hand whilst he is lost in the kiss, you open your eyes and smile breaking the kiss subtly

"let's go mcdonald's" you ask almost begging

"anything for you my dear" he saying picking you up and grabbing his keys

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"drive thru?" he asks keeping his eyes on the road

"yes please" you say innocently

"anything for you babe" he says turning into the drive through, "what did you want to get?" he asks

"small fries and hmm a frozen coke!" you say excitedly

"just a small fries? are u okay bby?" he asks worryingly

"i- uh well um- yeah yes i am" you say awkwardly

josh orders the food and we park while we wait

"i know your lying, just tell me when your ready okay bby?" he asks with a genuine look in his eyes

"i- um i- uh im sorry" you say looking down at your lap

"don't be, i think you should stay at my place for a bit, until your fully unpacked you know?"
he asks, he's such a sweet boy

"i'd love too, ca- can you maybe move in with me?" you ask fidgeting with your fingers as he stares at your beautiful face

"yeah, i'll think about it, there's only one bedroom though" he says keeping his gaze on you

"yeah, and? don't pretend you don't sleep in the same bed as me all the time joshua, we're not 16 anymore silly" you giggle

"y-yeah fair point i guess" he says awkwardly

such a pretty young women comes to the car window and gives us our food and josh thanks her as she slips a note into the bag, he winks at her. what a prick.

"what was that for?" you ask clearly frustrated

"it was a friendly wink, don't be silly" he says defending himself

"you were flirting with her" you mumble as you felt sick. sick in the stomach, suddenly losing your appetite.

"my eyes are on you and you only, your mine and i'm all yours, don't overthink this please " he says squeezing your hand for reassurance.

how could i be fooled so easy, he must have hoes, he's so flirty, his touch is addictive and his lips were soft, of course he had been seeing other girls, he must've just gotten bored. i'm such a fool, such a fool for him.

"hey um, can you drop me off at my place before you head to your podcast studio?" you ask quietly still clearly upset

"i mean if you want, i thought you might like to tag along. is everything alright?" he asks with a genuine concerned look on his face

"yeah i- i don't know, i think i need to lay down for a bit, i don't feel to well" you lie, straight to his face

"ah that's no good, yeah sure i'll drop you off, text me yeah?" he says

you don't even look at him, your head was low, staring into your hands in your lap, fidgeting with my rings.

soon you reach your apartment complex and josh glanced at you and instantly noticed that something was up.

"are you okay saph?" he asks

"y-yeah of course" your voice breaks in between each word, "i- i just have to go, i'll send you later okay?" you storm out of the car without your food and instead with tears rolling down your cheeks