hurt confusion
not getting want you want
being the person you're not
where all your lies are spun in a knot
misery where your heart should be
i think too much
who do you love? i wanna know the truth
that shits keeping me up at night
look me in the eye and say it
a mind so colorful
filled with so much darkness
shattering slate like leaves on a tree
is what my hearts meant to be.
