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The game was something that I had to learn out through life, this lifestyle was never easy and I wish death on every bitch that says otherwise

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The game was something that I had to learn out through life, this lifestyle was never easy and I wish death on every bitch that says otherwise. I have lost close family,friends,lovers you name it but that's all apart of The Process. Some information on me I'm 20, I have a daughter named Princess. I mostly do this shit for her everything I do is for her, when I got pregnant I was 18 my whole family stopped fucking with me. I was left alone on the streets no family no friends my boyfriend at the time was locked up his damn self and couldn't help.

His people never liked me I was really out here struggling. I didn't have the money to get an abortion even if I did I still wouldn't have done it.
I got a job at a  strip club as a bottle girl I was known as the "Pretty girl".

When really I just didn't look like a bitch on drugs one day a big group of people came in it was my best friend birthday well at the time she wasn't my best friend but later on down the line she became that I was placed at that table me and two other girls.

Everything was coo the whole time I was working she was looking at me with a confused look on her face I constantly kept looking at my stomach thinking she probably saw me showing I went to The Bathroom and changed into a different shirt on my way out she was standing by the door like she was waiting on me or something and that's how everything kicked off at this time I was probably 3 or 4 months pregnant

I was showing but not that much when she found out I was pregnant she became  even more protective I was more at the house then anything yes this is how I got introduce to the street life they tried to keep me out of it but I was tired of feeling like I gotta depend on someone else so I started learning from the best person I know my ex girlfriend remember when I said I have lost a lot of people because of this shit yea she was one of them.

Maybe after a year of me doing this I never seen nobody die in front of me I never knew my own girlfriend someone I saw a life with would be the first I was broken for days and days turned into weeks until I found out who did it.

It was my baby daddy Tj damn I really should've never let that nigga walk on earth ever again but I did and every person I got with he did some shit to them but now I'm over it should've been over it but aye it's the process of life.

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