we never think about what is going to happen tomorrow. we go to bed with no worries, just waiting for another day. we don't really see how fortunate we are until we lost everything. That's what happened to Julie at least.
Sixteen years old Julie, w...
I know what it is like you don't belong. I have been an outcast my whole live. I've never had much friends. Or any to be exact. But i do have a really loving family. The most loving of them all. So i can't really complain.
My mom always says that her love story with my dad was magical like it was meant to be. He was his first and only love. They have me at an early age but they were really happy about me. She says that they named me Julie after their big and deeph love. My father wanted to name me Juliet so i could find my Romeo. But mom said it was to cheesy. I guess she was right.
I wanted to find my love like they did. I guess I didn't have a great experience about that...but i don't really like to talk about that just yet. You will know soon enough.
Hi! My name is Hart, Julie Hart. Sounds like heart doesn't it? I am 16 years old. I guess you could say i am a lone wolf. I tend to stick by myself at school. That works for me. I am not the prettiest girl at school or anything. I am more like....a library mouse. Not just Because i love to read, i mean not to brag but i have the best grades at school i am actually graduating early because like my dad likes to say "i am gifted" or whatever, but because I am like really tiny.
My dad used to call me little mouse. Cute name for a 5 years old dad. Like If my petite body didn't help me enough. I really like sports though. Well if you can say that dancing in front of the mirror of my room With no one is watching is dancing. Same as a singer in the shower. But seriously i guess I like to skate. I don't care if it is with rollerblades, ice skates or anything. Just love the feeling of being ...like taken away by them.
I am quite happy with my life. Even if I am not the most beautiful or popular girl and i don't have friends i love my family and my part time job at a café. I can't live without my daily coffee. I am also volunteering at a cat's rescue center. Yeah. I am a cat person. Shocking. Most people think that dogs are the man best friend but there is just something about cats that makes me fall in love with them. They don't follow you around like a puppy they let you be there with them. You have to earn they trust and love. Sadly my parent won't let me have my own pet. I am kind of allergic to their fur.
Well that is partly the reason I don't have any friends. Not because I am allergic to cats but because my body has always been a little bit too fragile. Especially this last few years. I would spend a lot of time at the hospital when I was a child. I have serious asma and allergies. Wich is not good. You name it! Mosquito bites, bees, fur, even some kind of food. Including milk. So it's pretty boring when you can't have ice cream.
Anyways i am heading to bed now. I put on my pijamas and i start to brush my teeth when I hear my mom knocking at my bedroom door.
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(Julie's pajamas)
-sweety can I come in?- my mom asks me in her usual tender and sweet voice. I finish brushing my teeth and i answer her as well. -hi mom i was just heading to bed now- i say like i do every night when she comes to check on me to see if I am okay. She has been doing this for a while. -aww so you don't give your old parents a night night kiss anymore??- my mom says putting on her fake sad face but that is really does get to me. I hate it when she does that. Makes me feel awfully guilty. -mommm i think I am a little bit older for Night night kisses!! -non sense! You are never too old to give your old mama a good night kiss come here!! -mom!! Haha stop!! Haha- my mom starts tickling me By my sides and kissing me all over the face- haha mom stop! Please hhahh- my stomach starts hurting for laughing so hard
