Their Princepessa

Chapter Fifteen

⚠️Mention of Sub-drop and depression⚠️

I wake up cuddled into Gio I smile but then go red as memories from last night come crashing down on me.

I used my safe word already. Do they hate me? What if they think I'm just some dumb teenager who can't handle this. Do they still want me? Do they-

"Baby" Gio groans
"What's wrong? You look sad"

"Do you still want me?" Oh god now I'm vulnerable, I gotta get Liam to beat some sense into me or something. Tsk, he'd be so disappointed. Shut up.

"Of course I do and so do the guys" he assures as he hugs me

"B- but I used my safe word and I shouldn't of" I hiccup and stutter, what the fucks wrong with me?

"And that's perfectly fine baby, that's why it's there so you can let us know when it's too much." He says as he kisses my head.

"Wh- what about the guys" no seriously, what the fucks wrong with me? Don't ask me, I don't fucking know. Helpful.

"How about we call them and they can tell you, Si?" He asks while rubbing my back, I nod my head yes against his chest.

"Okay baby" he gets his laptop and face times the guys after the 2nd ring all of them answer looking worried

"Is she okay"

"Baby, are you okay"

"What's wrong"

"The fuck happened?"

They all say at the same time.

Gio nods to me in a 'go on' motion.

"D- do you still want me" I hiccup

"Of course we do, baby"

"Obviously"

"Yes baby"

Baby, we always have."

"Well no fuckin' shit" love you too Dom. Fucking dick.

"Why do you ask" Leo questions

"I- I used my- hiccup -safe word"

"Baby, that's why they are there, so you can use them when it's too much or when your uncomfortable or don't like it." Mikey says

"B- but-"

"No buts, little girl. Listen to us." Dom says sternly

"I- I don't- hiccup -know why I'm doing this, what's wrong with me" I cry into Gio's shoulder and he hugs me while the guys talk.

"You guys need to get here, now." Gio says

"You don't think it's... " Leo trails off

"I think so" Gio answers

"We'll be there soon." All of the guys say before they hang up.

"What's wrong with me" I sniffle and cry.

"Baby have you ever heard of sub drop?" Gio asks and I shake my head no

He sighs before continuing

"Sub drop is like temporary depression, it happens after an intense scene. It could be short or long time period before it stops" he explains

"Why is it just happening now?" I ask

"It can be a delayed reaction at times" he says

"Can you explain it a bit more" I ask curiously