Her Selfless Love( Complete)

In defence

Why do I feel like this?

The stupid girl brought upon this herself, why should I feel bad?

Walking back to my room ,I slam my door shut. Cursing her again and again.

She did it for me. She did it so that Dad doesn't scold me. So that Dad and my relationship doesn't strain further because of these drifts.

Ezraaa!!! Fuc* ! What do I do with you?

Why are you like this?

Running my hand through my hair. I felt suffocated here. With her being in this house.

I need to leave....I don't want to think about her!

I want to be away from her.

Grabbing the car keys, I rush out of the house. To only enjoy the night in an unknown place where no one knows me.

Far away from this.

.....

Ezra's pov

I was tired of crying.

My tears have run dry, as I look around at everyone surrounding me.

Ben , Neil and Stel.

Waiting for me to stop sobbing.

"Calm down Ezra. It's not your fault...first it's that bastard Nathan's fault....and then it's my fault instead. "

Ben says, as Stel joins him.

"Yes. We forced you to go. We both will go and clarify it to aunt May. She will forgive you."

They both get up to leave and I stop them, holding their wrists.

"No .. please stop. It's fine. There is no need to tell her anything."

"Still... it's my fault. I ... shouldn't have gone."

"But Ezra it's completely fine to go lik-"

Stel says, to be only interrupted by me.
As I get up, cleaning my tears with my hands.

"I am fine. Just please...leave me alone for few hours."

There is silence, till they look at each other to finally nod. Going out of the room one by one.

Neil places his hand on my shoulder, to slightly nod.

"Take your time Ezra. But remember. We are always here with you."

I nod at him as he pulls me to a hug. Running circles on my back.

"You are my strong girl. Don't think much about it. Okay?"

I nod, as fresh tears streamed down my eyes.
He pulls back, to pat my head and leave after giving me a sad smile.

The door closes and that's when I fall back on the bed looking up at the ceiling.

I have to talk to mom....I have to say sorry to her.

Few hours later I stand outside her door, not able to sleep till I have earned her apology. Gathering enough courage to knock.

I wait.

There is no reply and the thudding in my heart worsens.

"Mom?"

I say, to only hear silence in return. Gulping I push the door open to see her sitting on the bed. With her back towards me.

"Mom... please...I am sorry!'

I say, to hear no reply. She was holding something to her chest. Hugging it tightly.

"Mom-"

I try again , stepping inside. To be only stopped at the threshold.