Is this goodbye?

chapter-8-this'll be the last.

Cale reappear inside a void like place. He couldn't hold it in anymore as he fell to his knees.

He know he know more than anyone. He had known this kind of outcome would come but it still hurt.

No matter how much he convince himself he was fine he was not. Cale couldn't lie to himself anymore.

It was suffocating. Their reactions were all natural but Cale still can't help but feel hurt.

Tears dripped down from his reddish brown eyes as he fell to his knees. Cale wipe his tears as he scoff to himself in disbelief.

How long has it been since he last cried like this. Not in his life or when he was Kim rok soo.

He had never cried this much. But Cale couldn't help it anymore. It was fine before.

He was good at hiding emotions but not now. Right now when at least no one was looking Cale wanted to express his emotions freely.

Cale couldn't help but feel hurt. The children he raised, the people he consider as family and the people who he love.

The people who love him and cherish him, the people whom he regarded as his closest people.

He couldn't help but feel lost. He couldn't help but feel helpless. It was all too much.

He never thought there would be a day when he would be hurt by something so small just like this.

Cale couldn't understand himself at all. He was sad. Cale haven't feel anything like this ever before.

It hurts it feels like a thousand knife stabbing his heart again and again until it bleed.

It even hurt more than when his plate was being fixed at the grey eye lake. It hurt even more than that.

It felt like the pain he felt on the wind island test when he was getting the top whip but more intense.

Cale didn't like pain he never had. Not even for a little bit of pain. He doesn't like pain as well as being alone.

Knowing that he will be alone he sacrificed himself for his people. This is how much he cherish them.

He was very heart broken. He found nothing but sadness and pain. Cale felt regret, anger, sorrow, longing.

All these emotions are piling up inside him. Everything is coming out like a dam.

The emotion from before the war, the emotions from when he was helpless and the emotion from when he was Kim rok soo.

The emotions that he always keep it to himself. Everything keep rushing to him and Cale could only let them out.

Because now he is alone no one will see him. It's okay. It's okay to let it out. Just this once since he is alone.

He doesn't want to let anyone see him in this vulnerable state. Calehate showing weakness.

The faces of all his people started coming up inside of his mind one by one.

The way they call him. Their laughters. Everything it hurt so much. Cale is hurt.

When he was finally able to calm himself only then he heard the voice of the concern of his ancient powers.

-Cale don't cry. It's okay everything's going to be okay. -super rock.

-Yeah yeah you have us- Sky eating water.

-Let's throw some money to cheer you up.- Cheapskate.

-Let's eat some food. Cale food always cheer people up.- Glutton.

-How about we go loot some gods.-Theif.

-Cale stop f****** crying let's go f****** some bastard. I'm sure that will cheer you up- Sky eating water.

-Stop  you are going to make me cry.-Crybaby.

-Cale just believe us. Cale everything is going to fine.- Super rock.

-You have us. We won't leave you no matter what. You are not alone so please don't be sad-Everyone.

Cale just smile as he wipe his tears. For once he was glad at the talkative ancient powers.

Right he is not alone. He have his ancient powers. Even so it's not the same.

Cale miss the children, Cale miss his hyung, Cale missed the way Choi Han call him Cale-nim.

He missed Beacrox's cooking and even Ron's disgusting lemon tea. Cale was happy and sad at the same time.

Then he heard another voice at that moment.

-Cale will you be visiting the last person.- god of death.

Cale nodded as he got up and fix his clothes. Cale should quickly get over with this so he can forget about it faster.

Then Cale started turning transparent as his body was teleport toward the Henituse family's mansion.

Cale reappear in front of the Duke's office. Cale can feel his family's presence inside the room.

Cale took a deep breath as he calm himself down and enter the room. 'This'll be the last.'