Saviour

|•~{Chapter three}~•|

Love.

The word and the feeling he hated the most back when he was a teenager. Though it didn't matter to him anymore.

He was simply blank. He did care for some people but in his heart there was no love.

He wanted to have no place for love in his heart and that's what he did.

No love.

"I'm done." A small voice spoke as Jungkook looked at her plate making sure she ate all of it as she waited for him to permit her to go.

Jungkook his nodded, taking the last bite of his dinner as well, "Go to the room I need to talk to you about something. Do. Not. Fall. Asleep. Until I'm done talking to you." He spoke as y/n kept looking down at her hands that rested on her thigh.

"Do you understand me, Doll?" He questioned when she didn't reply to him.

"Yes... "She spoke faintly once again as Jungkook quietly observed her.

"I'll be there in ten minutes." he spoke as he got up and walked away from the dining table.

Y/n quickly got up, smiling and bowing to the maids, "thank you for the dinner ajhumma. It was delicious." She spoke and walked back their room.

Politeness. No matter what happened.

She always tried to be gentle and polite.
She had to do that. She just couldn't think about hurting anyone the way she was hurt.

Such a terrible feeling it was. To feel something clutching onto you tightly and not even let you let yourself free.

She sat on the bed, waiting for him to arrive as the door bursted opened revealing a straight faced Jungkook.

Y/n quickly got up from the bed standing in a straight, attentive posture.

Jungkook looked at her for a minute before walking to the bed and sitting in front of her.

"What happened today should never happen again. Do you hear me?" He asked making her give him a small nod in response.

"Words." His voice spitting ice as she looked down not daring to look him in the eyes.

"I understand.." She spoke.

Jungkook observed her for some seconds before speaking.

"Sit." y/n walked toward the bed with her shaky legs as she took a seat beside him but maintained a big distance in between.

"I want you to quit your job." He spoke with his eyes blank making y/n look up at him.

"Why...?" She asked him softly, hand on her hand as she rested them on her thigh.

"My enemies are planning dirty games against me. And I do not want them to drag you. I'm telling you this for your safety." He spoke.

It was so rare for them to sit and have a conversation like this. So rare for him to answers her and so rare for her to question him.

"I can not just quit Jungkook... I'll be careful but please dont make me quit." she looked at him with pleading eyes but that never melted his heart as he just kept looking at her firmly.

"Why can't you quit? I can take care of you. I earn more than enough for ourselves." He spoke as she looked away from him for a second before looking at him again.

"I need to send my salary to my mother, Jungkook.. What will I tell her when I quit..? She will be really mad at me..." She asked him, her voice as soft as a feather.

Y/n shivered as she quickly averted her gaze down when she saw Jungkook looking at her intensely.

She was scared. She couldn't oppose him obviously but what will happen if she doesn't give her mother the only thing she ask her for.

She was abandon her. Her mother would never meet them, never let her visit them. She would cut off ties with her.

"So you're still sending money to your mother?" He asked her as she sat silently.

"she is my mother Jungkook ssi.. I need to help her if she nee-" she tried to explain but Jungkook cut her off, speaking harshly making her flinch.

"Didn't I tell a no? Do you not get what I said? I don't give a fuck if she is your mother and I suggest you better stop giving one as well. You know better than anyone she acts nothing like a mother." Y/n felt her eyes getting teary as she looked down, scared of him.

"You can lie to me but not your self. If I said you're quitting then you're quitting. Your mother gets to have no say in this. And it'll be better if you tell this to her sooner." He spoke glaring at her.

"Do you understand me? Quit your job."

"Okay." She whispered as a tear left her eye, sliding to her cheek as she closed her eyes, stopping anymore tear to shed.

Jungkook blinked his eyes looking away as he saw the tear falling on the back of her palm.

"The sooner you understand this y/n, it is better. What I am saying is for your own good. Your mother clearly doesn't deserve everything you're doing for her. And if you're worried so much about losing your family, you need to stop. They no longer want to have any relation with you. Accept your present and your life. You have me as your family now and I'll be taking care of you." He spoke trying to indirectly console her but that made her cry more as she bite her lower lip trying not to burst out crying in front of him.

"I'm sorry for arguing, I'll quit my job." she spoke holding her own hands tightly as Jungkook nodded, looking at her.

"Sleep. I'll be back after sometime." He spoke getting up from the bed as he quickly walked out of the room.

He wanted to comfort her. But he wanted her to get up on her own. After all, he was not someone who was taught to be emotionally connected with someone.

Meanwhile y/n who laid down on the bed, closing her eyes as tears continued to fall out of her eyes, sighed softly.

She was so scared. She knew everything will fall apart if she left her job.

She sobbed quietly as she breathed heavily, trying to control herself.

She felt so weak and vulnerable as she was unable to give her mother the only thing she asks for.

She eventually stopped crying after sometime as she just gazed at the wall blankly but soon enough closed her eyes as she felt them burning.

Falling into the blankness she once again slept.

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