That day, when i finaly realize
That i'm nothing
I don't have a passion to do anything
Usually i really have a good time when watching a movie alone in cinema
Have a good focus between reading a subtitle and paying attention to the expression of the actors face
Laugh when heard a cheesy joke
Cry when the situation become sad
Furious when seeing someone gets an unfair treatment
But now, i can not even laugh when everybody laugh to the hilarious joke
Just taking a small sip of my cup to avoiding the awkwardness
Or turn away my face
Sometimes a small triggers can make me teary
Shit!
It's so hard to hold my tears
People used to know me as a happy virus
Easy to fit in
Confident
Always bring a smile
But now, i don't even know my self anymore
God i miss her, i want to be her again
