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27.

"Bacha Humari shaadi ka hai aur humesha se apni bahu ke liye sambhaal kar rakha tha, Nimisha aur Sidharth ki shaadi ki baat hui thi tab nikaala tha par Nimi ne bola bahut old fashioned hai isliye phir kabhi nhi nikala, Par kal ka vrat main pehli baar Sidharth ko kisiko rakhte hue dekhungi na isliye, only if you are comfortable no pressure haan.... "
She spoke getting emotional.

"Maa Nimisha ko I don't personally and isliye I won't say why she said that, but isse pyaara dupatta maine kahi nhi dekha, aur isme aapka aashirvad hai na ise zyada pyara toh kuch ho hi nhi sakta", I said taking the packet from her hands.

"Hume naaz hai apne bache ki pasand par, agar aap uska uss gahr chodne ki vajah thi, if he didn't married Nimisha because of you, toh hum bahut khush hai", she spoke happily and I felt guilty once again, she so wishes him to be settled and what are we doing is to only keep her in a blind, but I composed myself thinking of all that Sidharth spoke last night.

"Maa kuch puchu", I said hesitating and she nodded.

"Agar Aapko Nimisha pasand nhi thi... Matlab aapne....".

"Reyaansh ko pasand thi Sidharth ke liye, voh Sidharth se pyaar karti thi aur Sidharth ne bhi hume kabhi nhi bataya ki voh usse pyaar nhi karta, toh hum mana kaise karte " she spoke and I tried finding out what does it mean.

Maa....

"Shehnaaz hum ek bahut chote ghar se the, vahan pati joh kahe lakeer hota tha, so I never tried to".... She shrugged and I have one more reason to hate the society,

"Maa lekin humari khud ki bhi toh iccha hoti hai na, Matlab Sidharth aapka bhi toh beta tha, aapke bhi toh.... "

"Ye baat Tum bache samajhte ho Bacha, samaj Or duniya nhi, anyways kya baat lekar baith gayi, Nimi Sidharth ki sirf dost hai aur tum biwi, he loves you and you love him too, tumhare do pyaare se bache hai aur kya chaiye mujhe, mere bache khush toh main bhi khush, chal ab jaa thoda rest kar le, mujhe pta hai tu raat se nhi soyi hai and ye theek nhi hai bacha, jaa so jaa thodi der aur kal bhi thakavat rahegi" she said concerned and my eyes got filled with un shed tears.

"Arey kya hua, rone kyun lagi" she asked caressing my hairs.

"Maa... Maa ki yaad aa gayi", I spoke trying to smile.

"Arey isme kya hai, Sidharth ko bol thode din tujhe tere ghar chod aayega, ya phir tu khud chali jaa bacha, mil kar aa jana", she said and she thought only if that was possible.

"Nhi Maa theek hai", I said trying not to cry but my family was still a sensitive topic for me.

"Bacha dekh teri aankhen keh rahi hai, something is not right between you and your parents, tujhe lage batana chaiye toh humesha hoon main tere pass aur nhi toh it's ok because aapki life hai voh but bacha yaad rakhna, zindagi bahut choti hai gille shikwe toh bahut rakh sakte hai par kal kya hoga kisiko nhi pta, baad main rone se better hai aaj thoda dard seh lo, samajh rahi hai na" she spoke and I nodded trying to register her words, actually she is correct.

"Aur agar nhi baat hoti toh kya hua, main bhi toh Maa jaisi hi hoon, jab man kare aa jana mere pass, vaise bhi jab tak idhar hoon tu kuch karne nhi degi, toh kuch toh chaiye", she joked.