Tiaras [Poetries]

Cuatro

Bleeding, dancing, sailing, writing.
Why I continued doing these things?
Why I continued these while in pain?
I have a reason why, I am not insane.

Someone stabbed my precious life,
now my heart bleeds all my life.
It bleeds like rains from the sky,
it'll never stop until the last line.

Someone said that I must give up,
but here I am, dancing so wild—
dancing like there's no tomorrow
because of the pain and sorrow.

Someone said do not go and play,
but I'm so desperate so I played.
I keep on playing and sailing,
pursuing my dream which is writing.

Writing in the middle of the storm,
in the middle of haystack of sorrows,
in the middle of the pain right now,
middle of everything in this world.

All of those things around me
are hell so I learned how to be free,
by just simply writing what I wanna say,
simply writing what my heart feels.

My masterpieces are full of aches,
'coz I wanna tell others what I need.
And I need somebody's love and care,
I want to be safe and leave this hell.

I was stocked in this fiery lake,
I really want to reduce the ache,
that's the reason why I am bleeding.
I want to be happy so I am dancing.

The one thing that I wanna say,
I am in pain that's why I'm writing.
I want to leave this cruel reality,
so I continued, continuing sailing.

—ysaqueens