UN-expected Love

Part 1

"Saria!! come back here and we're not yet done." Sigaw ng nanay kong walang ibang ginawa kundi pagalitan ako

Lumabas na ko ng bahay at sumakay sa kotse ko papuntang school. She's always like that di muna niya ko pakainin ng breakfast bago siya mag rant. way ba niya yon para hindi maubos ang pagkain? char!

In-on ko ang music at nag drive na paalis nakita ko pa siyang lumabas ng bahay at tinatawag ako pero pinaharurot ko na ang sasakyan para makalayo sa bahay. Not to being rude or masamang anak pero paulit ulit na lang kasi ang panenermon ni mommy saken, memorize ko na lahat ng yon. HAHA

I parked my car sa fave spot ko at bumaba na ng sasakyan at naglakad papuntang dining hall, nagugutom talaga ako gusto ko ng mainit na mainit na sabaw.

pagpasok ko walang masyadong tao dumiretso ako ng counter at nagorder ng ramen, cheeseroll, and cola nagbayad lang ako at naghanap ng mauupuan. 

Napalingon ako ng may marinig akong boses palaka malapit sakin este babae.

That is so fcking amazing cole? how about tonight can we do it again? malanding tanong ng higad na babae sa ex kong feeling 6 inches ang talong. duh!

napatingin sakin si tukmol at nagkatitigan kami tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay, ako una bumawi at kumain na ko. mawalan pa ko ng gana sakanila sayang naman tong binili ko if ever. 

By the way let me introduce naman myself sainyo. I'm Saria Maddison Collins 20 years of age. Taking up Fashion Journalism and Fashion Merchandising & Marketing in California College of Arts, yes you guest it right, I grew up in Cali together with my fam. My mom is a Pure blooded Filipina and my Dad is pure blooded American and me? I'm Half blood vampire char! haha 

Pagkatapos kong kumain tinapon ko lang pinagkinainan ko at umalis na ng cafeteria nakakasuka na kasi yung amoy dun, smells like rotten fish with some acchhkkk worm eeew! 

12 noon at natapos na ang klase ko, I saw my friends walking towards me. 

"Hey, why'd you left all of a sudden last night? girl were so worried the fuck is wrong with you?" she rolled her eyes at me arte ng friend ko she's also a half Filipina and half American

magsasalita sana ako ng biglang may brasong pumulupot sa leeg ko and I know who is this. 

"Colbs I can't breathe assh*le! remove your useless fcking hand before I cut it off!" gigil kong sabi 

"Wooooah!" Taas niya sa dalawa niyang kamay na akala mo sumusurender sa mga kapulisan "Not in the good mood princess?" tanong niya atyaka siya umakbay saken

"oh whatever! i rolled my eyes I'll go ahead by the way, need to do something important CIAO guys!" lakad ko at iniwan sila 

"What?! Where are you going? you're leaving us again?" tanong ni Bella she's pure blooded filipina 

(Disclaimer: I have 5 friends at lahat kami ay may dugong pilipino)

"B*tch where you go? are you coming with us?" sigaw pa ni akiko pero di na ko nag abalang lumingon wala ako sa mood sumama sa kahibangan nila today

I went straight sa kotse ko at ng malapit na ko may nakita akong malaking peste na nakasandal sa sasakyan ko este tao.

"You're here." he stand straight at humarap saken habang nakapamulsa siya at nakayuko ay hindi wala istatwa lang to papagdrivin ko pauwi sana sa bahay namin bobo lang nakatingin lang ako saknya  at naghihintay pa ng sasabihin niya 

"Can we talk? just 5 minutes please?" nakayuko niyang sabi

"Look, I want to but I really need to go just save whatever you want to say, and we can talk some other time." pagdadahilan ko pero sa totoo lang ayoko ng marinig pa kung anong gusto niyang sabihin we're done.

"I'm begging you please forgive me." nakayuko pa din siya yung totoo mukha ba kong sahig? o ang sahig talaga kausap niya haler ganda ko kaya. 

Lumapit ako sakanya tapos hinawakan ko ang mukha niya para tignan ang kanyang mga mata "Cole, what happen to us is in the past already you hurt me big time and everybody knows that. You betrayed me of all the girls out there why her. why!?" hinawakan ko ang magkabilang pisngi niya at pinagsasampal siya ng malakas JOKE! haha 

"Now if you'll excuse I really have to go." lumayo ako ng konti saknya at tinulak siya ng bahagya para mabuksan ko na ang pinto ng sasakyan pero pinigilan niya ang kamay ko

"Sari give me another chance. I mean forgive us, I just did what is right and soon you will understand why it happened that way, I'm just asking you right now is your forgiveness." tinignan ko ulit siya and this time nakita kong may pumapatak na uhog este luha sa kanyang mga mata

"Cole, I forgive you already but I will never forget the fact that I was once hurt because of you, No. correction because of you both. We will not be the same anymore that we used to have before, how we really in love with each other, how happy we are full of love and affection same with Stacey we will not be the same. So I think we really need to stop here I mean let's just know with each others name let's be civil don't ask me to be the same sari I used to be." ngumiti ako  "I love you guys but I love myself as well, that's why I can't be with you again and to her either, you guys breaking me into pieces every time I see you." 

tuluyan ko ng binuksan ang pinto ng sasakyan ko at umalis na. the time na makalabas ako ng school I found myself crying I stop the car malapit pa din sa school I cry out loud, bumalik lang lahat nung sakit. napatigil lang ako sa pag iyak nung narinig kong may kumakatok sa bintana paglingon ko si cole pa din. umiling lang ako at pinaandar na ang sasakyan at umuwi na ng bahay.