Brothers best friend (fem!reader. X sapnap)

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Tw// sh

Dream pov

I turn around seeing her passed out
"Ima go bad talk to you later"
"Bye muffin!"
"Bye bye bad"

I pull he blanket down slowly to pick her up

My eye catches something on her legs

Cuts? Maybe she just ran into something again? No there are so many. Did she? No she wouldn't?

I run my hand across them she flinched they're all over her thighs

I reach for my phone calling sapnap

Pick up come on...

"Hello?"
"Hey"
"Whyd you call"
"I have a question"

I hear him typing on his phone
"And I might have an answer to your question"
"Y/ns legs..."
"W-what about them?"
"Do you know what happened"

It goes quiet
"Do you?"
"I told her I wouldn't tell anyone"
"Please sapnap"
"I promised her dude I'm sorry"
"Please I'm begging"

I can tell he's thinking
"I'm braking her trust tho-"
"She won't find out I'll leave the room"
"Dream..."
"Sap please"
"I can't believe I'm doing this" he sighs
"Thank you"

I step outside my room

"Do you remember when we got into that fight?"
"Mhm?"
"She ran from George and went into her bathroom..."
He pauses

"The box under her sink  is full of blades  she called punz in there after she had did it I didn't find out for a few days"
"How did you find out?"
He skips over my question
"When I found out was the night she had that panic attack she was scared I didn't like her anymore"

Oh
"They're all over her thighs and stomach punz cleaned them when she did it please don't tell her I told you"
"I won't" my voice is shaky
"It'll be okay dream"
"Sapnap you've known me forever why do you call me that?"
"I'm not sure"
"You can call me my name"
"O-okay clay"

I have a question for him but I'm not sure if I should ask it now

"Sap?"
"Yes"
"Are you and y/n together?"
"Together as in?"
"Like boyfriend girlfriend couple dating"
"Oh um"
"Tell me"
"Y-yeah I'm sorry"
"Why are you sorry?"
"Because I'm sure you don't want someone like me dating your little sister she's almost a daughter to you"
"What do you mean like you?"

He thinks
"I mean look at me I have anger issues I'm a bitch to everyone I'm not athletic I don't have an actual job I live with my friends and half the time I'm staying with y'all"

I smile
"You're such a fuckin idiot dude"
"O-oh"
"Im happy for you I don't care about that shit as long as you're not hitting her or yelling at her I don't fucking care you're the last person I would be mad at for dating her"

I can hear his smile
"So you're not mad?"
"No"
"Oh wow"
"What?"
"I thought you would be mad"
"Why would I?"
"I'm not sure"
"Fuckin idiot go back to whatever you were doing I'm gonna go"
"Okay bye drea- clay"
"Bye sap"

I hang up going back to my room y/n is rolled over
I pick her up
"Clay?"
"Shh"

She rest her head against my arm

I can remember when I used to move her from the couch into our room when we lived with my mom 

She was so quiet was to scared to talk she would whisper things to me and I would have to say it

I lay her down on her bed
"Goodnight" I pull her blankets over her

I go sit on the couch thinking about the shit me and her used to do

I remember when I crashed my first car into a fucking hill with her because we were arguing about the music

When she dared  me to wear one of her dresses and walk around the neighborhood

We didn't have it easy but I don't know what I would do if she want my sister

My little me I have a picture of her when she was 15 she had stole my jeans shirt and shoes

Her dirty blond hair before she dyed it  black we looked so alike you couldn't keep each other apart

I feel the couch go down I look over seeing y/n
"What are you doing?" She yawns
"Thinking"
"Don't think to hard your tiny brain with combust"
"Fuck off" I laugh she lays her head on my thigh facing the tv

I mess with her hair y/n turns the tv on turning it to sponge bob

My eyelids fall heavy I lean my head back falling asleep