I'm Low On Vic & You Need A Jaime. [Sequel to It's All In The Hips.]

Chapter XII

PierceTheFuenciado is proud to present:

I'm Low On Vic & You Need A Jaime.

Chapter XII

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[A/N: I hope you guys had a great weekend. I apologize in advance if this chapter is sad, I've been dealing with some problems and this was the result. And sorry that it's just a bunch of lyrics "explained" to fit Vic's mood right now. Sorry again.]

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[Vic]

"I guess I never should've loved you, but I'll so forever 'cause you loved me.. And I break my glasses as I fall in the street! If you were gonna leave this world how could it be without me? Now it's all over my tongue and still it has no taste, 'cause without you there is no me. There's no me at all."

It's funny how those lyrics were so relevant right now, they always were.

"Without you, there is no me."

Sad, but true.

Without Jaime there really was no me. He was the one that made me smile, the one that lightened my mood. He was the one that always picked me up when I was down, when I was helpless and alone.

He is the major reason why I'm still here today.

"I guess I never should've loved you, but I'll do forever 'cause you loved me."

At first I though that it was wrong to love Jaime because society has always put it that way. Society has always said that it isn't right for two men to love each other, but I've come to learn to say Fuck society! I love Jaime and I don't care what anyone says. He makes me happy and if they can't see that, too bad.

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"Sunshine; there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night."

As ironic as those words may be, they were true.

Even though, Jaime has had his share of mistakes, nothing he could ever do will make me stop loving him. He was perfect to me.

Perfect.

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"Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway."

This was very true.

If I could trust one person to 'hold my heart' it'd be Jaime. I trust him to no end, just like lovers should trust each other, because my heart only beats for him.

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"I wanna hold your hand so tight, I'm gonna break my wrist."

That's all I ever wanna do. Hold Jaime's hand till the end of our times, never letting go.  

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"The taste of you and me, will never leave my lips again."

He's all I ever wanna taste, and he will be all that I'll ever get to because I don't want anyone else but him.

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"I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful and I don't ever wanna lose my best friend."

Now I know that Jaime was no "her" and that I had written these lyrics for my ex, because I was so proud of her for beating breast cancer, but now the words had a totally different meaning.

I was so proud of Jaime for not self-harming again. He was strong enough to stop, unlike me. I didn't wanna lose him to it, he's my bestfriend.

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