I'm Low On Vic & You Need A Jaime. [Sequel to It's All In The Hips.]

Chapter VI

[Vic]

The boys had left, leaving me by myself doing nothing.

I'm not gonna lie, seeing Jaime with that Audrey chick, hurt. It really did. I have no right but still hurt.

I guess what hurt was not the fact that he was with the girl, but the fact that he was with a person other than me and that there's a possibility that he could move on.

I don't want that but I guess I'll have to deal with it. After all, I did the same, and for a more selfish reason.

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After about an hour, I woke up, only to go on Twitter.

Big mistake, Vic. Big mistake.

Jaime had posted a picture of him and that Audrey girl. The caption read:

"Just hanging out with this cutie ;) come hang out at the Purple Mystik bar in Liverpool!"

I was so done.

I walked over to my suitcase and rummaged through it until I found my razor. I broke it so I only had the blade left.

It wasn't very big, but it'll have to do.

I went to the bathroom and slid down the door, the blade pressing down on my wrist.

I can't believe Jaime had moved on. I can't we spilt up. But most of all, I can't believe I was stupid enough to let him go.

The blade was pressed harder on my skin, making a small vertical cut on my wrist. I continued making more, in the end having about five before I heard people bust through the door.

I wasn't gonna stop, I just couldn't.

The bathroom door was opened by a very sober Jaime.

Funny. I thought he was drinking.

'Vic, what in the world are you doing?!' he asked, squatting down knocking the blade out of my hand. 'Wait here.'

He got up again and walked out of the bathroom.

Great, he was gonna tell Tony and Mike.

'Uh sorry Audrey, I'm not gonna be able to stay over tonight. I kinda have something very important to take care of. I'm sorry.'

'It's okay. Call me later.' she said.

At this point, I had a view of both Jaime and Audrey. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his around her waist. She pressed her lips on Jaime's.

So that's why he wanted to go.

I heard the door close, and seconds later Jaime came back in.

'Wh-Why did you do this Vic? Why?'

'It's not that it matters.'

'Yes it does. You matter more to me than anything I'm the world.' he ran a hand through his hair. 'I knew I shouldn't have left you alone. '

He stood up and pulled me up with him. He opened the door. We walked outside and he gently laid me on the bed.

Mike and Tony were already passed out on the other bed.

'Okay so tell me why? Why did you cut again?' he asked me.

We were facing each other so I had to look away to avoid telling him the truth. I just couldn't deal with it right now. I knew he'd think I was selfish and laugh in my face.

'Okay since you're going to be like this I guess I should go to Audrey's place and spend the night there.'

'Sure just go ahead and leave me here while I'm crying for attention. I don't matter to you anyway.'