confusion

chapter: (5) """traveling"""

Another day, pack my stuff and we travel back to Pakistan. The entire travel was quiet. I do not know how numerous times I see at him with perplexity and torment as kids see at their guardians when they require an embrace or when companions see at companions with the trust of offering assistance. I do not know a few either I need to become a close acquaintance with him or more than companions this sort of feeling cause perplexity in my soul and I smashed. At 6 in the morning, we arrive at the airplane terminal. I picked my stuff and travel in a taxi to domestic disregarding the truth that I fight with him without any substantial reason fair since he let me know about his orchestrate marriage. Our taxi halt at the front entryway of my house I picked my stuff and paid the driver and I put my hand on the chime and it rings. After two or three minutes my father opens the entryway with addressing see on his confront. He shakes hands and embraced me tightly until I said, Abba " if you don't mind, let me go, I can't breathe "My mother runs towards me and embraces me with relentless tears in her eyes. I wiped her tears with my hand and kisses her brow. After that passionate family assembly. I picked my stuff and went to my room to open it sluggishly I fell on my bed and went to profound rest. I wake up in the morning at seven when my alert ring. I open my eyes sluggishly went to my washroom for the shower. When warm weather hits my body I all of a sudden feeling consolation and discharge of pressures. At that point, I went to the kitchen where my mother was making breakfast with her excellent and master hands. I get my breakfast for her and eat it with joy. My father resigned from his work and get an annuity each month. He is exceptionally prompt wakes up at five and prays Fajr and after that doing a morning workout. After breakfast presently he is perusing a daily paper with tea. He is wearing huge estimate glasses. He moves it down with his finger to see me and said,"I didn't ask yesterday why you come early even before two months?"I almost vomited the sip of tea which I haven't drunk yet. I don't know how to answer my dad's question.Without saying anything. I stand up from the chair and leave the breakfast and picked my office bag and went to the office. My dad noticed my behavior very keenly and said to my mother," I told you yesterday that he is not okay."to be proceed 

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