하루만 ~ Just One Day (Taejoon)

Just One Day

"Just one day, let us be together," he ends by giving me a small hopeful smile.

"But I can't promise you after that... hyung... it's hard for me to promise you more than one day. A-And I don't wanna be selfish, and hyung I've made mistakes. No, sins, which are irreparable, I cannot erase them, hyung. How can I...? " I confess.

"Well, I'm here now right, we are here together. Let's not worry about what has happened, people make mistakes. And let's not worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow may never come, so let's just live for today," he consoles me.

"Really?"

"Of course baby."

Baby. He called me baby.

Tomorrow may never come, we have today, so let's live it.

He turns my chin to face and I look at his face. I stopped sobbing but the tears are still flowing, he cups my cheeks and wipes the tears from my eyes. I nuzzle into his palm and we look into each other's eyes.

Guilt, both of us are feeling guilty for our own reasons. But we decided not to care about that and just live for today.

"Fuck feeling guilty and selfish," Namjoon hyung says and pulls me in. I am taken aback from this sudden action but I dissolve myself in the kiss. My eyes flutter close, and let myself flow with it.

I have wanted this for so long, but it feels so wrong and selfish of me.

Let's live for today.

"Namjoon-ah! Taehyung-ah!" We hear Hobi hyung's voice and we break the kiss. Our foreheads are still touching and he smiles.

Namjoon hyung smiles and his dimples are back. "Let's go?" he asks me and I nod.

We go out of the container, feeling guilty yet relieved.

Even if it's for one day, one day is all we need.

Just one day.

We have a random sofa, a few plastic chairs and a barrel in the center of it. Jin hyung starts to project what he shot today onto the container wall. We did get a few weird glances when Namjoon hyung and I stepped out of his container.

Well, we don't blame them. The puffy eyes and red nose from crying which is a contrast from the stupid smiles we have plastered. Even if that wasn't evident enough, Namjoon hyung had his shoulder slinged over me and he kissed my head. Everyone saw it, but we didn't care.

Hobi hyung and Jin hyung are sitting in the plastic chairs. Next to them on the small sofa, Yoongi hyung and Jungkook are seated. No wait, Jungkook is sleeping on Yoongi hyung's lap. Namjoon hyung and Jimin are seated in the small stools and I am seated next to them.

Alcohol for everyone! Besides Jungkook, because he's still a minor.

Namjoon hyung is way too happy and he has a little too much of a drink, he's all smiles and cheers Jimin whenever he takes a sip. Jimin just laughs at him and goes along with his act.

"So how are you and Hobi hyung doing?" I ask Jimin, Jimin makes his mouth into a line before taking a sip of his beer and smiling at me.

"It's going good, after leaving the hospital for who knows how long, hyung took me into his wing. He also made me join his dance crew, so I feel like," Jimin trails off and looks at Hobi hyung who's chatting cheerfully with Jin hyung. Jimin's face instantly lights up and his eyes become tinier, "I feel like I have a purpose and I've finally found something I like," he finishes.

"How about you both? What are you guys up to?" Namjoon hyung asks, nudging Jungkook.

Everyone's attention turns to Jungkook and Yoongi hyung, Yoongi hyung remains silent and he fishes out a cigarette pack and a lighter from his pocket. In his despair, he finds the pack empty. Yoongi hyung clicks his tongue and throws the pack and he plays with his lighter.