ChocoMell Together (English Translation)

special 2

Co-translator : pressy 13

Special episode

Tou & Jai No. 2

When some feelings keep increasing

ToR Teerawut: Jai, please capture a note about the equipment for me. Or you can bake them at all.

JaiJai F5: Wait a minute. Let's go find it.

I left the LINE application and entered the note that P'Tou had typed. I honestly need to say that he typed a lot. Plus, the word equipment that must be purchased is a lot.

JaiJai F5: What thing is it for? You wrote a lot about the equipment. What is it? The shop, the project, the dog. So what is it?

ToR Teerawut: Oh, I forgot to tell you.

JaiJai F5: **look-on sticker**

ToR Teerawut: 5555 for the shop

JaiJai F5: K wait for a moment

ToR Teerawut: Yes, no hurry. Have you eaten yet?

P' Tou's Line message popped up when I left the screen. I haven't pressed on to answer him because I want to find the information in his notes that he wrote before. When found, the correct one I send it to him.

JaiJai F5: Is this one?

ToR Teerawut: Yes, this is it. Thank you very much.

JaiJai F5:: **Smiley Rabbit Sticker**

ToR Teerawut: Have you eaten yet?

JaiJai F5: It's almost 4 pm, brother. Whoever doesn't eat is crazy.

My conversations with P'Tou have become a normal part of my daily life.

Because since the day that P' and I phoned each other until now, it's almost three months ago, maybe. He will LINE up to ask about the number on his mobile phone, notes, things that are always on his device. I admit that the first time we talked I was a bit annoyed by him but because of my own prying nature, I don't forget to ask that question about him. Sometimes I have to look on Facebook, IG, various social media and show our friendship by adding everything we play. (Actually, I'm not really friendly, I was curious about P'Tou's story so I can tease him sometimes), which when I'm too intrusive, it makes me know more about P' Toe's daily life. Until now, I have gone to the story of his girlfriend and his family.

Many times, I secretly asked about P'Tou's girlfriend. At first, I asked because I saw the picture on my mobile phone. Well, P's girlfriend plays so cutely. Not asking at all is not my habit. To which P'Tou also has some good answers. Answering some annoyances, depending on what kind of answer P' will answer. But lately, P'Tou doesn't answer. Until finally, I just came to know when he was drunk, the video came to me that he had broken up with his girlfriend.

The tone of voice when I heard it I know that P' loves his boyfriend very much. Plus, the reason for quitting is ridiculous as he really said. It is because the woman reasoned that P' Toh didn't seem to have a future if he came to open a liquor store after graduating like this.

To be honest, when I heard P'Toe saying that he broke up with his girlfriend, I was shocked and saddened for him but I don't know why deep down in my heart at the same time I was happy. I felt like my heart had swelled to the point of bursting. And after a few days, I realized that the feelings that I have for P'Tou are starting to be unusual.

I'm not sure when it happened.

There was no sign of feeling that I could keep up.

Maybe because I never thought of talking through letters. It can become a special feeling.

In the past, after P'Tou broke up with his girlfriend he shifted from text chat to more calls and video chats. because seeing his face and his daily life, what he was doing was a catalyst for me to feel with P'Tou until now I almost can't withdraw.

ToR Teerawut: I haven't eaten yet, I'm just working.

JaiJai F5: Project?

ToR Teerawut: Yes

JaiJai F5: Is there a lot left? Why did you hurry? The teacher made an appointment to send after the final, wasn't he?

ToR Teerawut: I want to finish it so I can come and see the shop. Here, I guess tomorrow I will go and look at the materials in Korat as well.

JaiJai F5: So far away

ToR Teerawut: A friend recommended it. Saw that it was cheap and good.

JaiJai F5: Yep

ToR Teerawut: But you. Why are you not sleeping yet?

JaiJai F5: If I sleep, how can you talk to me? Whoa! Stupid question again.

ToR Teerawut: **Angry Brown Bear Sticker**

ToR Teerawut: I haven't slept yet, I'll turn on the video.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

P'Too, I still haven't told you that I'm going to talk with you. But in the end, I accepted his call.

"Yellow pyjamas with duck patterns?"

"You don't have to laugh at me. There's only one set left."

"It didn't say anything."

"Your voice sounds like a wheel of explosive."

"No kidding, just saying cute." I wrinkled my nose into the camera. I brushed off my heartbeat and put my phone on a stand attached to the wall in front of my desk instead. "Have you read the book?"

"Um."

"So diligent."

"Does it have to be diligent? I'm going to take the entrance exam and I'm waiting." I answered, then silently looked at P'Toh, who seemed to walk into the kitchen to do something. "Are you going to eat?"

"Oh, I'm going to fry eggs. Let's eat together, shall we?"

"Okay, take it easy."

"I'm good at cooking," he suddenly said without a flute again.

"Who?"

"It's me, I want to tell you." P'Tou smiled as he knew immediately that I would use the same joke about who asked him, so he hurriedly replied that it was him who wanted to tell. "When will we eat together?"

"It will be difficult"

"Where is it difficulty?"

"Forget it, I live in Chiang Mai. Not Bangkok."

"So you choose university admission in Bangkok? We will have lunch together."

"..." I remained silent.

"Or have you chosen a university?"

"Haven't chosen yet" despite having previously told a friend that I would stay here but I don't know why now I tell him that I haven't chosen yet.

"If you haven't chosen yet, choose Bangkok."

"Why?"

"We'll be together." A smile crept on his lips. I don't know if P'Tou is joking or telling the truth but saying this just made me blush until I couldn't do anything. In the end, I could only raise my hand to my chin and secretly cover his mouth in order to block P'Tou's smile.

"What? Who would want to go with you?"

"You. A lot."

"It's not me." Well, I'm stubborn. I want to be with P', he will be bad but even if I really want to go, I probably won't. I'm afraid of myself because just talking like this, my heart almost goes out of my chest.

"Wicked," Tou's mouth was a little childish until I had to shake my head with determination. "You can choose to study in Bangkok and come and live with me. Don't waste your money."

"Funny, I still haven't decided that I'm going to continue my studies in Bangkok."

"So you decided to wait." It's like I'm being seduced by this elder brother in the face.

"What am I waiting for?"

"Wait what?"

"P'Tou... Kuan, you bastard."

"Haha, come study here. I will have someone to help look after the shop."

"This is your purpose, right?" I pursed my lips softly, and P' laughed happily before putting the phone on the counter and starting to fry the eggs. Hear the humming of P'. Man mixed with the frying of eggs. As for me, I lost interest in him and went to the book instead.

It's been almost ten minutes since I've been immersed in a book. Realizing it again, I looked up and saw the person on the screen looking at me.

"What?" Suddenly being looked at with such still eyes that someone can't do anything right?

"I want to see you in person."

"What the hell," What the hell are you talking about in the throat? I can't hear.

"No, I just said that I fried eggs. It looks delicious, you look." P'Toh shifted his camera from his face to the omelette rice on the table, then turned back to his face again.

"It's just an omelette. Anyone can do it."

"But I make it delicious."

"..." I pursed my lips.

"Really delicious."

"It's no different, brother. Omelet rice, whoever makes it is the same."

"If I make you eat it. You're going to pay attention to it." Because of how am I. I feel more and more towards him. The words and his eyes lately have been so ambiguous and so weird that I can't proceed. "Then I'm eating. And you're going to read a book. I don't want to bother the kids near their exam."

"Should you have known it a long time ago?"

"Haha, I want to talk to you."

"Yeah" I wanted to talk to him too. I could only think in my heart, but I didn't say it out loud. The only thing that could be done in front of this P' would be a mischievous smile. "If there's nothing else, I'll hang up."

"Wait, I forgot to say one more thing."

"What else?"

"It is about the purpose you asked me before?" What was the purpose? But before I can ask P'Toh spoke up first. "The purpose that I want you to come down to study in Bangkok, remember?"

"You don't have to repeat it. I know you want me to help at the shop." I looked up to meet the person on camera. The picture was a bit delayed, but I could still see that Toh was looking at me.

"It's not just that..."

"And is there anything more than that?"

"Ugh"

"..."

"I want you to come because I just... want to see your face every day... that's all." The heat from all over my body was condensing into my face. It's too hard for me to stop. "So please help... Nong Jai to choose a university entrance exam in Bangkok... please."

I pressed off the video duel and landed on the table as soon as P'To finished saying the word 'please'.

Now I can't control my heartbeat or trembling hands. I can't even describe it in words. P'Tou's design speech made me unable to help myself think that he felt the same way.

"P'Toh, I don't think about it all by myself, right? You feel the same way as me, right?"

*ding*

ToR Teerawut: At the beginning of next month, I will go to Chiang Mai. Please reserve a hotel for me.

JaiJai F5: Ao, didn't you say that in the first few months?

ToR Teerawut: I want to go soon.

JaiJai F5: Why? Do you want your mobile phone back sooner? Afraid that I'll ruin it first?

ToR Teerawut: No, it's not that.

JaiJai F5: Why are you in such a hurry?

ToR Teerawut: Really want to know?

I want to know. I want to know. But suddenly, in my head, I do not want to know. Even though deep inside, I've already secretly sided with myself.

JaiJai F5: I don't want to know anymore. I'll just read the book, I'm too lazy to talk.

ToR Teerawut: Ok, I'll tell you later. Should be better...

What is it? Don't give other people hopes like this.

My heart is already swelled until it breaks... hehe!