this book is for 18+ only ❥
beomgyu is just nothing for yeonjun.
he will never have a place in yeonjun's heart.
because they are just friends...
friends with benefits.
and yeonjun hasn't moved on from his ex girlfriend yet.
but even so, beomgyu stil...
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“beomgyu hyung,”
“yes hyuka?” beomgyu mumbled while looking at his phone.
“what’s that on your neck?”
blood rushes to beomgyu’s face, he pulls his hood and puts it on his head and he zips up his jacket.
“nothing.” he said in embarrassment.
hueningkai raised an eyebrow at him. soobin came with a popsicle in his mouth and said.
“he probably snuck out again last night.”
“h-huh?”
“you know i’m not a heavy sleeper. i know you always snuck out every night, going to yeonjun hyung’s room.” said soobin sucking on his popsicle.
beomgyu blushed, he didn’t expect his fellow members to know about the thing between him and yeonjun.
“soobin hyung please, stop sucking your popsicle in a sensual way.” hueningkai scolding their leader. soobin grinned at him.
hueningkai’s eyes narrowed as he looked at beomgyu again. “why do you like yeonjun hyung? he’s very dramatic, always posting sad songs and quotes on social medias.”
“he’s not dramatic hyuka,” beomgyu said defensively. “he’s having a rough time.”
“but that doesn’t mean he should share his depressing quotes on social media.” hueningkai replied to him.
soobin was just watching them, quietly sucking his strawberry flavored popsicle.
“and you know hyung that yeonjun hyung isn’t over with his ex girlfriend yet.”
“oh right…” even though his heart aches, he can’t deny that the youngest is right.
hueningkai put his hand on beomgyu’s shoulder, concern and pity in his eyes.
“don’t get too attached hyung. yeonjun hyung is a kind person, yes. but you guys are just friends with benefits. your relationship is just being friends and bed partners and also bandmates.”
“that’s not true hyuka, i know that yeonjun hyung really cares for me. because… because we’re best friends.”
before hueningkai could speak soobin sat down next to him. somehow hueningkai is grateful, because maybe the next words he utters will hurt beomgyu. hurtful words, but truth.
“hyuka~ come here leave beomgyu alone.” soobin pulled hueningkai and sat him on his lap. he looked at beomgyu. “just be careful gyu. you’re already hurting, when it takes longer you’ll be tired too. until you feel empty. take care of yourself, before taking care of others.”
beomgyu knows, he knows that he gives everything to yeonjun until there is nothing left for himself.
but what can he do? he’s crazy for yeonjun. even though it was painful, in the end he would still choose yeonjun over himself.
because no matter what happens, only yeonjun has the ability to make him feel love. even though he was also the reason why he was crying and hurting.
‘yeonjun didn’t mean to hurt me, because it was my choice.’
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yeah, the next update is on saturday :D have a nice day~♡
