"I know this is bad... but fuck all I want is you... I love you. Please love me back... more than you already do"
"You don't know how much I love you and that scares me"
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01/01/2017
It was 3pm and all the friends were sitting around a table, Zayn had his head down on the table with his eyes closed. Liam was looking at Zayn with his hand in Zayn's hair
"Are you ok...?" Zayn nodded "do you- do you remember anything from last night?"
Zayn shook his head "I just remember going into the party... getting drunk, and I remember nothing else"
Liam pursed his lips and nodded, Zayn sat up and rested his head on Liam's shoulder
"Can we never go to crazy parties again?"
Louis chuckled "your birthday is coming up"
Zayn shook his head "i don't want a party..."
"Since when was that a choice?" Niall asked raising an eyebrow
Zayn shrugged, and he looked at Liam who was tracing his tattoos "you ok pup?" Zayn whispered
Liam looked at Zayn and nodded "yeah... I'm just fine" Liam said with a smile, his smile grew when Zayn kissed his temple. ~~~~~
Liam was laying on his bed, he scratched Bucky's head as the puppy slept. His bedroom door opened and he smiled when he saw Zayn
"I got nuggets, ice cream, and I'll set your laptop up for movies. Good?"
Liam smiled "You'll stay, right?"
Zayn raised an eyebrow "will it make you feel better?"
Liam nodded "yeah..."
"Sure"
~~~~~
Liam had his head on Zayn's chest, they were both watching Toy-story but Liam -for the first time- was more focused on the heartbeat he was listening to, Zayn's heartbeat was in a rhythm at first
Then he got a text that made his heartbeat speed up, Liam sat up and put his hand on Zayn's face "what's wrong Loki?"
Zayn sighed and covered his face "Since I'm taking A level chemistry, they'll be calling my parents tomorrow telling them if I passed or not... and if I didn't, I'll be needing to do extra work this semester and if it's really really bad, I'll be forced to drop chemistry"
Liam shook his head, he kissed Zayn's cheek and Zayn immediately smiled "You'll do great, I swear you will"
Zayn smiled, he put his hands on both of Liam's hips and Liam smiled with his cheeks turning slightly pink
"Thank you..."
"Anytime"
02/01/2017
Liam opened the door to the Malik household and met Yaser's eyes, he had a worried look on his face and it made Liam worry. They both ran upstairs and peeked into Zayn's bedroom, Zayn was sitting on the floor beside where his mama was standing. She was talking on the phone while she rubbed Zayn's head
