TW: mentions of eating disorder
Billie's POV
I was chilling on my bed then I heard footsteps I thought nothing of it thinking it was my mom or something until the footsteps got louder and the door opened revealing my kidnapper, before I could do anything he grabbed me by the throat and I woke up from my horrible nightmare but I still couldn't breath so i grabbed my inhaler from my drawer and after a few pumps I felt better
"You okay?" Tessa asked while rubbing her eye
"Yeah"
"I had fun last night" she smirked and I realized we were both still naked
"Me too" I blushed and got up heading for the shower and she joined me, we cleaned each other off and got out getting dressed, I put on Tessa's oversized hoodie and some shorts
"Is that mine?"
"Mhm" I nodded
"It looks good on you"
"Thank you" i pecked her lips
"Np babygirl"
"I love you"
"I love you too beautiful"
"I think you have to get home"
"Damn you want me gone so bad?"
"No that's not what I meant I meant I don't think your mom knew you were going to spend a night"
"I sent her a text" she winked
"Oh okay let's go get some breakfast I'm pretty sure my mom is cooking"
"Hell yeah"
Tessa loves my mom's cooking, we went downstairs and ate vegan French toast with powdered sugar and a little bit of vegan chocolate, fruit and smoothies
"You gonna eat?" Tessa asked me
"Yeah I just have a hard time eating that's all" I gave her a small smile
"Take your time baby I understand that you're experiencing trauma and I'm going to help you get through it on 3 we're going to take a bite together"
I nodded and grabbed a peice of the toast with my fork
"1 2 3"
We both took a bite of it and I felt a little better about eating without feeling like I'm going to spit it out, I've recently developed a eating disorder due to my trauma of being kidnapped and being bullied about my weight, I just feel like if I lose weight I'll be happy but the more weight I lose the more sad I feel but I can't stop and I've been avoiding food, but last night I did have some at the fair because i didn't want to ruin the night by them worrying about me but i threw it up as soon as i got home
"Baby steps" she smiled and kissed my cheek
Baby steps is all I need
Sorry for the short chapter I'm busyyyyy ight I'll probably post another chapter in a bit :)
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FanfictionThis is one of my first books so there's a lot of errors, so when you read this i don't wanna hear shit.😭 This story tells how a girl named Tessa falls in love with a blue haired girl named Billie and how their love is infinite I promise you won't...
