𝐋𝐚𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜, ᴛᴏᴍᴍʏɪɴɴɪᴛ

♧⃘ twenty-nine ♧⃘

I held my breath, and turned my eyes to look at him.

No, why did I do that.

Woah... he's really close.

Get away.

Get away.

Get the f*ck away.

"I'm better than Tommy, Tulip. You just wait." His gaze lingered down to my lips, then caressed my cheek.

"Get away from me, you monster." I mumbled under my breath, my eyes starting to hurt.

"Monster? Baby, I'm helping you. I'm here for you, I love you."

"And I don't." I cleared my throat, my eyes continue to ache as I held the tears in.

I can't show him weakness.

Wow, I really am weak, aren't I?

I'm such an idiot.

Why am I still here?

I should've been gone long ago...

Well, I tried.

Maybe I should've tried harder.

"Hey, don't cry darling." Corin got closer, and I felt his breath even heavier now.

Leave me alone.

My head began to get fuzzy, and I could barely feel a tear slip down my cheak but I still knew it was there.

And then he kissed me.

Again.

All again.

It's all just a repeating of events, isn't it?

Hah, this is funny.

This is hilarious.

"I love you. So much. I'm so glad I got you back." He said between kisses.

Help me.

Somebody help me.

Nobody can f*cking help me, what am I saying?

I have to live with this.

He caught me.

I'm stuck.

I can't leave.

Let me out.

At the very back of my head, I heard slight talking. Where is that coming from?

Corin hadn't let go of me, instead now he was holding me and not kissing me.

The voice constantly got louder, and I tried my best to understand what it was saying.

Jump?

Uh...

Junie?

Junie.

This isn't real, is it?

This is all a vision.

All a dream.

Well, that's what you thought last time, Juniper. And guess what is wasn't? A dream.

But maybe, just maybe, it is a dream this time?

Just lose hope.

It's all over for you.

"Junie! Are you okay?" Black flashed my eyes and suddenly I was back in a car.

And Tommy was shaking me.

Oh my gosh, I'm okay.

It's all good.

Calm down.

It's alright.

Maybe?

"Tommy?" I broke, and suddenly every single tear I had been holding came out.

"Hey, it's alright, please don't cry.... Bad dream?" He sat me up and held me in a big hug.

Yeah, bad dream.

"You could say that..."

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