Anastasia Catts

Care?

It's been maybe two or three weeks, and both Dell and I were sent back home. I've been forced to take care of him because my wounds have healed. It's hard to look at his blank face while helping him out. I've only been doing this for two days, but it's hard.

It's hard not to just tell him how I feel, whatever I feel. It's hard not to break down crying. It's hard not to yell at him, waiting for him to smile or show any emotion at all. It's hard not to beg on my knees for him to not date Ashley.

Every time I see his face, it hurts. I can hardly do it anymore, even if it's only been two days. Ashley calls Dell often. I listened the first time and heard his voice. His voice full of what seemed like caring passion. I stopped watching after the first time because they went back and forth three times saying 'I love you' in the more adorable way possible.

Dell has to stay home for one more week, so Wednesday through Sunday. After that he and i are both returning to school. He has crutches and barely moves at all from his bed. He's mostly sleeping, watching TV, or playing on his phone all day. I have to sit through it all in peace trying not to kill myself. (No srsly doe peeples ._. MKAY? 1st time didnt wana be ofnsv)

I sit in a room that's empty except a flat-screen TV, an incredibly large couch that could fit like 15 people, a cabinet under the TV with consoles and games, and a Coffee table. I'm watching some show that I'm not even paying attention to. It's 12:00 in the afternoon and I'm doing nothing. I sit there not really watching TV but texting Rena. She's the one that's been there for me even though we met only right before the accident.

RENA XD!!!: Hows everythin???

Me: boringgg :(

RENA XD!!!: u shuudd cum over

Me: Wuttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!?!

RENA XD!!!: LOLOLOLOL

Me: Weirdo

RENA XD!!!: SHHH

Me: ANYWAYs... I want to... but Dell...

RENA XD!!!: UR MAYN XDXDXD

Me: >->

Me: Nuuu...

RENA XD!!!: U liek him

RENA XD!!!: U dere?

RENA XD!!!: AAAANNNAAA CCCCCCUUUUUMMMMM BACK!

RENA XD!!!: I did that joke for u ;-;

Me: Baka

RENA XD!!!: >.> ur just mad because u kno u lieky him

Me: He is with AsHLeY so...

RENA XD!!!: ...

RENA XD!!!: U shud cum over anywaysss

RENA XD!!!: LEAVE HIM WITH KISSY KISSY GIRL

Me: I guess I could see if Ashely

RENA XD!!!: ?

Me: SHUDNT U BEH IN SCHOOL U CRAZI LADI!?!

Me: ITS A FRICKLE FRACKLING SCHOOL DAY

Me: WWWTTTFFF!?!!?!!?

RENA XD!!!: *runs away*

RENA XD!!!: Just ask XD

RENA XD!!!: School should be over in liek... 2 hours.........

Me: Fineee

Me: Y RNT U AT SCHOOL DOE!?!

RENA XD!!!: I decided not to go and pretended sick DUHHH