𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝙼𝚢 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 || 𝚃.𝙸𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 17 - [𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕗𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟]

How can I ever hate him?

It pains me so much seeing him like this, I was never expecting him to be so affected because I was avoiding him

"Senpai, I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you, I just thought you might want some space away from me"

I hugged him back even tighter, saying out the words in the softest voice I have

"Why would you ever think that?"

My face reddened at his question

Am I going to tell him it's because I kissed him on the cheek?

"Umm..umm, the night at the amusement park, I..umm didn't think you want to be close to me after what I've done"

Inumaki-senpai pulled away from the hug, from his facial expression I'm guessing he is trying to remember what happened that night

Then his violet eyes widened a little as his cheeks covered with fifty shades of red

There you go, he remembered

The way he is staring at me now made me slightly anxious, I grabbed a pillow from the sofa and buried my face deep

Omg he is going to hate me isn't it

Planning an excuse to get of the room, a chuckle disrupted my busy mind

Carefully looking up, I see Inumaki-senpai smiling widely, his lips lifts up to a perfect angle while his eyes curve due to his smile

He then drag me into his warm embrace as he lowered his head until his mouth is right next to my ears

"You know, I kinda liked that"

Inumaki-senpai said in a teasing tone that I've never heard from him before

I can feel my face heating up at his words, my heartbeat increasing nonstop

Shall I tell him my feelings now?

"Inumaki-senpai, I think I've got something to tell you"

I pulled away from the hug, looking into his violet eyes which are now filled with confusion and curiosity

"Sure, you have all my attention"

Taking a few deep breath, I braced myself and

"Inumaki-senpai, umm.. I know we only met each other about few months ago, but there is something about you that attracts me, you never fails to calm me down in whatever situation and I can't emphasise how grateful I am for all of the helps you gave me and well.. umm... I think I'm in love with you"

I stole a glance, his violet eyes poured with unbelievable

To be fair, it is one of the outcome I predicted anyway

"Senpai you don't have to say anything, I umm.. just want you to know my feelings and it's totally okay if you don't feel the same"

Trying to hold the urge of my tears coming out, I looked away from him, hoping he didn't see my eyes watering

"Y/n, I will pretend I heard non of that"

Oh shit it hurts more than I expected

Not being able to control my tears anymore, one drop of tear escaped from the corner of my eye, as I try stopping myself from breaking down in front of him

"Hey stop crying, I haven't even finish yet"

"I'm listening"

That's all I managed to push out of my mouth, taking deep breaths trying to calm myself down