How did we // George Weasley

CHAPTER 46

I ran towards Professor. She must know where Natela is.

"Hi Professor" I smiled.

"Oh Marini! Nice seeing you" she smile back. "Is there anything I can help you?"

"Oh yes Professor. I was just wondering do you know where Natela is? I haven't seen her for a week. I'm just worried" I saw Professor's eyes saddened as she heard Natela's name.

"She left one week ago Marini" she sighed. "She left because of a reason but I cannot tell you why. It's not my story to tell"

"Is she coming back next year?"

"I don't know Marini. I hooe she does but I don't know" she sighed. "I almost forgot, she left you a note before she left. Please read it alone. She said you must read it alone" Professor gave me a weak smile before she left.

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I'm finally home.

I'm back at Grimmauld place.

I ran as fast as I could to my room as soon as I entered the house. I really can't hold it that long not reading the letter Natela left for me.

I miss her already. I miss my bestfriend.

𝑴𝒚 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒆,

𝑯𝒊! 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍. 𝑰 𝒃𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒂𝒄𝒕. 𝑰  𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒆, 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒆'𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒂𝒅.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑮𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒉. 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑮𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆. 𝑯𝒆'𝒔 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖.

𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒇 𝑰'𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓. 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘.  𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒆, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑭𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒓 𝑮𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌. 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒉. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆.

𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑺𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒆.

𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝑵𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒂 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒈

I kept on reading and reading Natela's letter and up until now I still can't believe she's not coming back. My tears won't stop falling as I remember each memories I had with her.

I'm gonna miss her so much and I don't know if I'll survive the year without her by my side. She's my bestfriend, my sister, my make up artist, my supporter, and now she's gone.

I kept her letter in my drawer. And in there, I found her Christmas gift for me. A picture of us.

My tears started to fall again. It went harder as I kept on looking at the picture of us, laughing together.

"Why are you crying my gem?" Sirius asked as he sat beside me. I'm crying too hard I din't noticed he came in. I shook my head and buried my face on my knees. I felt Sirius caress my back as I cried harder.

"It was nothing" I sobbed. "I just missed my mom that's it" Sirius hugged me tight from my side, caressing my hair and my shoulders.

"Actually I don't" I sobbed.

"You don't miss your mom?" Sirius unbelievingly asked.

"I do" I said sniffing. "But.."

"But what?"

"Nevermind"

I miss my mom. I really do. But to be honest, sometimes I forget about her. I am missing my Aunt more than my mom everytime I feel like I wanted mom's care. I miss her and it still hurts from the fact that she left me.

But I have my Aunt Luisa and that is all that matters.

And Sirius who always acts like my dad.

My dad..

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