AMAANI COMPLETE ✔️

'37

I sit with the pain until it passes and I'll become calmer for the next one.

Although the world is full of suffering,it is full also with the overcoming of it.

The wicked forgets kid shop ties,the tormentor forgets tomorrow.

I know what's like to be stuck in time

Thinking this is how I'm gonna live  out the rest of my  life

And not knowing if I am  gonna see the  people i love again,

and to be in an unfamiliar world.

An unfamiliar world which I want to build with the people who love me,with new people and a new life.

Heading to  my room,I stopped right on track seeing how the room was beautifully decorated with lots and lots of balloons on the ceiling of my room directly facing my bed and on the wall  says "WELCOME BACK HOME REYNA"and That brought a smile to my face,the smile which held my legs into the room,on my bed was a lot of gift boxes with date each on it,and a big gift box with a hand written letter.

I miss the laugh that made me smile and the eyes that said they care.

I missed you in waves and tonight I'm drowning,I felt my world crashing,seeing you on that bed rang a bell in my head without you the world seems depopulated,you're the one whom my heart wishes to see all the time,you're the one who's face I wish to wake up to every morning,you're the one whom my smile is with,you're the one I feel safe with,you're home Reyna,and home is you.

I'm so happy to know you are okay now and I can't wait to see you just like I've spent 286 days without a word from you,seeing you so pale and weak on that bed makes my heart bleed with each passing second of the days,I'll wish for you to be able to open each box gift from day 1 to the 286th day, May your face always light up with glee,

I wish you never ever feel empty,

I pray, may God be always by your side,

I want you to always lift up your head in pride

Your grace cannot be matched as it's unique in every way,

Your heart cannot be snatched as you give love freely anyway.

What I wish for you is for all your dreams to come shining through.

What I pray for you is for your success, which is overdue,

I cherish those moments,

our silly fights and funny talks

and how we grew together in a little time,

stayed united in grief and laughter,

I know your hurting and everything seems like a bitter brew

I want you to let it all out and let me into your heart so I can lessen your pain,I have no words  to thank you ,but then you know my heart and this heart loves you dearly.