It was always you (𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚕𝚜𝚎𝚗)

i remember but you moved on and you love someone else

its been a month now and that lizzie girl has came to see me everyday it got really creepy at some point

and scarlett has kept telling me shes my girlfriend but i dont see it but who knows

today i kept feeling weird like something was wrong that was until i walked into someone

fucking lily

"y/n oh my god its been so long"she said

"whatever lily"i said

"why so mean"she said

"because you hurt me"i said

"y/n that was 3 years ago"she said

"just leave me alone"i said

"okay only if im allowed to take you out for dinner"she said

"fine"i said

i was walking and walking but i kept getting this feeling

but who knows maybe its just my mind

i got home and i did everything

scarlett came over again to tell me about lizzie but i really dont know her and i think i hurt her

but its not my fault

it was 3:00pm when i started to feel dizzy and then one hour later i passed out

thank god scarlett was there we went to the doctors and they said i was fine to go

i dont kjnow ut today has been weird

i got home and just went to bed i kept getting nightmares and panic attacks

and i think its becasue of the car crash but i dont know

and maybe its just all fake

but i dont really know

lizzie pov

its been a month now and she still doesnt remember me and it hurts ive ctied myself to sleep so many times

and today i got this weird feeling that something was going to go wrong was going to happen

i was walking around the town and i kept thinking of y/n

how she was amazing and it was my fault

but hey you cant change the past

i hope she remembers

scarlett pov

all day ive been trying to get y/n to listen but she isnt

its like she doesnt even want to talk to her

but i really dont know and im scared that she will never remember but hey maybe she will

y/n pov

i was walking when i got something

a memory of me and lizzie kissing

and thats when it hit me and i remember everything

so i got in my car and drove but when i got there she was.......................................................................................

oh look at that sorry not sorry

hope you enjoyed(sorry its short)

remember to eat and drink water and go for a walk

and if you need to talk im here

and if you have any ideas let me know

im sorry i havent posted in a long ime things going on

love you guys

p.s @ellejstanson this pain is for you