"Emily i would kiss you but honestly i cannot even tell you the last time i brushed my teeth." i said in a serious tone as Emily laughed

"Its not funny its gross." i whispered

"I love you Ali" Emily mumbled

"I love you too Em, even if you mumble a lot." i said

Slowly i made my way closer to Emily. Leaning my head into her shoulder watching as the sun rises. I could feel her eyes watching me. My eyes fell to my hands which where all scratched and bruised for reasons i don't  even remember.

Staring into the sunset I couldn't help but feel like complete shit. The worst part is i don't even know why. After all this i should be grateful to be alive and free. But at the pit of my stomach i can feel guilt building up inside me that will not leave. and i just have so many questions. What if these hooded people come back? What if they hurt more than just Emily? How could i forgive myself? Hell i can barely even look Emily in the eyes. But i have to be in this moment, with Emily, with what i have at his very moment because i will never get this back. I lifted my head from Emily's shoulder, looking straight into her eyes, she looked back at me. Her usually unique brown eyes exploded with all different shades of brown, it was extraordinary. I was completely mesmerized.

Emily POV

Ali looked up at me and we just stared deeply into each others eyes. Her eyes where even brighter than their usual ocean blue color. If that was even possible. Her eyes shined so bright it looked as if she was an innocent child eager to learn. They shined so bright I saw no bad. I almost couldn't see the despair and abandonment that had to be felt from her parents leaving her. Even if Ali wouldn't admit it i knew it hurt her to know her parents left.

Just last week i called Alison's phone just to hear her voice. Her voice mail always made me laugh, she was trying to be all serious but right before she started recording i whipped a pillow at Hanna because she made some joke about something in my apartment. And throughout the whole voice mail shes giggling and you can hear Hanna yelling at me. For whatever reason Ali didn't record another one which always had me puzzled.

Spencer POV

Aria came over to my house after i told her i had an actual place Ali might be. It was some abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of Pennsylvania, maybe an hour or two drive. I picked up my phone to call Emily which went straight to voice mail like usual. I had to wait until my parents went to sleep or they probably wouldn't let me leave. So i sat in my room scrolling through my laptop while Aria drifted off to sleep on my bed. The only real thing i know about Ali is that shes still alive, i mean has to be. Since the day she was kidnapped i basically have signed up for any extra activity possible. From sports to clubs, I'm in them all. What i miss most besides Ali is the old Emily. The Emily that cared for Ali, not the reckless one that lived day by day with alcohol. A knock on my door pushed me away from my thoughts. I walked to the door slowly opening it to reveal the faces of my Mom and Dad.

"Night Spence." my mom said in her usual serious lawyer voice.

"Night guys." i said to both of my parents before they turned to walk to their own room.

Slowly i shut the door and went to my bed shaking Aria's shoulder slightly. She stirred then opened her eyes.

"They went to sleep lets go." i said quietly

Aria quickly stood up and stretched, grabbing her jacket from the chair in the corner  then walked out of my room. I followed close behind, surprised that she didn't say anything at all. Aria walked right to the door putting her shoes on then she looked at me concerned.

"Yeah?" i asked

"Are you sure about this Spencer?" She asked still looking at me

"Im pretty sure..." i said grabbing my sweatshirt from the couch and slipping on my shoes.

"Should we bring a weapon?" Aria asked

I nodded then walked into my dads office grabbing a golf club even though i have a pistol tucked into the waistband of my pants. But Aria doesn't need to know that because if she did she would probably freak out. Quickly i walked back into the living room then walked to my car. Aria followed close behind.

"Well here goes nothing." i huffed throwing the golf club in the back

Alison POV

Mrs.Montgomery came and got us after she was done with her shift. Somehow she knew exactly where we were. She made Emily and I sit in the backseat, which was fine with me because i got to lay on Emily.

"I should probably call Aria." i whispered 

Emily only nodded and kept her eyes glued to the window. Slowly i shifted myself off of Emily sitting up.

I tapped Mrs.Montgomery on the shoulder.

"Yes dear?" she said in a motherly voice

"May i borrow your phone?" i asked

She took her phone from the cup holder and handed it back to me. I awkwardly scrolled through her contacts looking for Aria's number. When i found it i became anxious. I pressed call and put the phone to my ear. Waiting to hear Aria's voice but was met only with her voice mail. Then i called again more desperate to hear her voice but she must have ignored it because the call went to voice mail. I went back to Mrs.Montgomery's contacts looking to see if just maybe she has Spencer's number. Sure enough she did, which didn't really surprise me. Slowly i pressed call and brought the phone to my ear. Almost immediately the phone was answered.

"Hello?"  

 A/N

hey everyone.. i havent updated in awhile had some writers block. I still have writers block, so please excuse this chapter. Also im probably going to end this story soon, maybe i'll start a new story idk. but thanks for reeading, sorry for the diappointing chapter. Bye!

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