Chasing Her

Prologue

Dear D,

           Hi! Alam kong matagal-tagal narin mula 'nong sumulat ako sa'yo. Pero ngayon, may gusto akong sabihin sa'yo na sana'y matagal ko nang sinabi. D, kami na ni Ace. Sinagot ko na siya last 2 months. At ngayong August 30 kami mag- fo- four months.

          Alam mo D? Hindi ko alam kong ano ang mararamdaman ko. Half of me said that I'm happy coz the man I've been dreaming then is now my boyfriend. But also the half said that I shouldn't be happy because I'm not deserving. He's some like a God and me? I'm just a servant.

         Know what? There are soooo many consequences. Nung sinagot ko siya maraming nagalit sakin. Even ......  my bestfriend. Hindi ko naman alam na mahal niya pala si Ace. My mind's been crowded with many problems , D. What should I do?

        And Ace? I know something's off to him last time. He's been.... cold. Ano kayang problema? Especially Rene and Ven were so distant to me this past few days.

       And then... I heard them talking about me last time in the room . I heard Rene said that Ace should leave me alone coz Maze's pregnant and Ace's the father.

        I-i don't know what to do now, D. If only you're here , may iiyakan ako. Pero wala eh! Everyone! Everyone left me behind. Even you... What should I do now, D?

       Kung buntis si Maze, paano nalang ako? P-paano nalang kami ng anak ko?

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What should I do God?
Paano kami ng anak ko? Paano ko bubuhayin Ang anak ko ng walang ama?

But, I'm tired. Akin nga siya. Boyfriend ko na siya pero bakit parang ang layo parin Niya? Bakit parang ang hirap parin niyang abutin? Bakit feeling ko hindi ko siya pag-aari?

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Every love story has its imperfections. Bakit nga ba? Bakit nga ba hindi perpekto ang relasyon naming dalawa? God... my only wish is to be loved by him. Pero bakit hindi mo maibigay?"

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