ambivalent - nate jacobs

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the end of the day came quicker than i thought it would. i started to walk up to nates truck but i saw him talking to maddy and her get into the car so i thought i might as well walk home.

i was walking home when i decided that i wanted to see fez. i text him to see if he was home

me
- u at the shop

fez 💙
- yeah, i'm out front

as i went to text him back it came out i was getting a phone call from nate. i wanted to decline it but i wondered what the fuck he wanted.
"took you long enough to answer" he said
"what do you want" i asked
"where are you" he asked
"nowhere" i said
"you with your boyf noah" he said trying to make me annoyed
"yeah i'm on top of him right now" i said joking
"are u being serious" i could practically hear his jaw clenched through the phone and it make burst out laughing.
"obviously not, what do u want" i asked
"i thought i was giving you a ride home" he answered
"i saw maddy get in and i couldn't be bothered arguing with her" i said truthfully
"you know i wouldn't let her argue with you" he said back quickly
"sure, i've got to go" i spat out before hanging up so he couldn't answer back to me.

by the time i was finished on the phone with nate i was at fez's shop. when i walked up he was sitting on his chair at he ground of the shop. i dropped my bag beside him and sat on his lap, "hey ma" he said to me
"hey, you got any weed" i asked
"yeah, i got a joint here" he said, i went to hand him money but he refused it.
"i hope you know that i'm not just using you for drugs and sex" i say looking in his eyes
"i know ma" he says while lighting up a j.

after a while we went inside and laid on his couch and watched the tv. "yo fez, yall better not fucking in here" ashtray shouted
"we ain't, what is it" he said. he left me on the couch and i checked my phone. it turns out i have been with fez for hours. i'm so high right now and i can't be bothered to walk.

i phoned nate and asked him to pick me up, he has my location so he was there in like ten minutes. i hugged fez and gave him a kiss goodbye before going into his truck. "what the fuck are you doing here" he said as soon as i got into the truck
"look can we just go home" i said
"are u being fucking serious right now, i pick up from a drug dealers house high and u stink of sex" he says to me
i couldn't stop laughing after he said that. i mean stink of sex? is he being serious. nate, just take me home" i say i between the giggles
"were talking about this when we're home" he says. spoiler alert, he didn't, he went out with maddy and i fell asleep so i thought i got out of the talk.